the sister of liam payne| zayn malik x harry styles x oc

four

time skip to november of 2014

our fourth album is out for the public to hear. im honestly scared of what the fans will think once they find out who wrote where do broken hearts go. our tour finished a month ago. were home in london.

"we should go somewhere" louis says getting all of our attention. "where?" i ask. "idk like alton towers" he suggests shrugging. "its far lou" liam says. "not that far" louis complains. "how about we take a flight to los angeles and go to six flags, or disneyland, or knotts berry farm?" i suggest.

when we were in LA we would go to all of those places. louis snaps his fingers in my direction. "thats a brilliant idea" he says. "we should go on lia's 20th birthday" niall says. "its not that far away" he adds.

harry and i make eye contact. we have a little problem. i wouldn't be able to go on any rides. why?

flashback to june of 2014

we had finished a show and we were all drained. we head back onto the bus to get rest or to either record. to mine and harry's luck the other boys were recording so we had the bus to ourselves.

harry and i were on speaking terms. harry locked the tour bus. how? i dont know how. "can i talk to you?" he asks me. i nod my head and he motions us to his little bed. i sit on it.

"i miss you so much" he says with honesty laced in his voice. "i miss you too" i said. "is it okay if i kiss you?" he asks. i nod my head and he leans in and our lips touch. "the boys will be gone for an hour or so" he mumbles against my lips.

he lays me down and we have a full on makeout session. one things leads to another and our shirts are off. he starts to kiss my neck. "i love you so much" he says against my neck.

"i love you more" i said. that was our saying. he would say, 'i love you so much' and i would say, i love you more'' and then we would say together "for infinity" we both said at the same time. i trace his tattoos and he traced the few that i had.

"lets get another one together love" he says. i nod my head. "we should get 'infinity' tattooed on us" i suggest. "of course love" he mumbles against my skin. next thing i knew both of pants were gone. and then well you know what happens.

end of flashback

"you blanked out lia" zayn says waving his hand in front of me. he brings me back to reality and i see them staring at me. "hi" i nervously said. "you were thinking about something" liam says studying my face. "going to LA would be really fun" i said fake smiling.

flashback to july of 2014

i keep throwing up and i dont know why. i have also gained a little bit of weight. i start to think of what could of made me throw up. wait.

harry and i did it a month ago. i stepped out of the bus and walked on the street. there was a near pharmacy somewhere around here. i had my hoodie on with my leggings and i had my sunglasses on so no one recognized me.

i grabbed three of the pregnancy tests and headed to the counter. i payed for them and walked back to the bus. i hid them in my hoodie pocket. well harry's hoodie pocket. i got back in the bus thankful that the boys are still asleep.

i go to the restroom and do all three tests. i wait for what feels like a lifetime. i checked them as the timer finished. pregnant. pregnant. pregnant.

it was staring into my soul. i started to cry. no i cant be. i push the thought away and kept one and buried the other ones in the trash can. i walk out and find the others awake. "hi" i fake smiled.

im 19 and pregnant. what am i gonna tell them? 'oh hey guys yeah im 19 and pregnant' i cant say that.

little time skip to 3 months pregnant; september 2014

im 3 months along. i haven't told anyone. i go to the doctors by myself. when i went in july i was told that i was 1 month pregnant. its been 2 months since i found out.

im glad im not showing at all. i decided that i was gonna tell harry. he deserves to know. so when the rest of the boys were out and about it was my chance to tell him.

"hey uhm harry?" i ask him while he is on his little bed. he locks his phone and sits up. "yeah love?" he pats the spot next to him. "okay do not tell anyone. please" i said looking into his green eyes. "of course love" he assures. i take a deep breath. i pull out the pregnancy test out of my pocket that i have kept for the last 2 months.

he stares at it. "mine?" he asks. i nod my head. "i mean you are the only guy i have ever had sex with so" i confirm. he looks at me. "how far along?" he asks. "3 months" i answer. he has tears in his eyes. "hey its gonna be okay" he says through his tears. "have you told your parents or liam or the boys?" he asks. i shake my head no. "no one knows except you" he looks into my eyes. "is that why you have been secretly going places. for doctor appointments?" he asks. i nod my head.

"hey im gonna be a dad" he says smiling. "forgetting the fact that im 19 and pregnant"  i laughed out. "you're almost gonna be 20. youre an adult. but i know that 19 is kinda a rough age" he says. he hugs me. "i love that baby already." he mumbles against my hair.

i smile at that. maybe things are gonna be okay.

end of flashback

im 6 months pregnant. i have started to show a bit. there was a bump. i showed harry earlier today and he was ecstatic. we haven't found out the gender yet. we asked them to put the gender in an envelope so when we tell the boys and our family they might do a gender reveal.

"i have to tell you guys something. harry and i" i started. "first wait" i said and got off the couch. we were hanging out in liam and i's house. i went to my room and grabbed the test.

i walked down the stairs. "okay first off we just want to say that we aren't together but im gonna support her" harry starts. i pull out the test and hand it to louis. he examined it. "really love?" he asks. i nod my head. he gets up off the couch. "omg omg omg!! im gonna be an uncle!" he yells. i laugh. "wait really" liam says getting up. i nod my head. he gives me a hug.

"louis what do you mean uncle? is perrie pregnant?" my mom says as she walks in. "no lia is!" he says excitedly. "really honey that's amazing" my dad says giving me a hug. my mom as well gives me a hug.

"do you have a bump?" louis asks. i nod and lift up my shirt revealing the bump. "what did you do to hide it?" he asks very interested. "all of harry's baggy shirts and clothes" i said shrugging.

"lia and i are buying a house" harry says wrapping his arm around my shoulder. "when is your due date honey?" my mom asks. "around the first week of february" i answer. "imagine the baby is born on harry's birthday" zayn says. we all laugh.