There may be a moment in everyone's lives where they have their downfall. A moment where they realize that who they are at the time, isn't who they used to be, it isn't someone who's heart radiates a beautiful innocence.
Mine began at a broken heart, and spiraled to the end of 2014. Could it crash into the new year? All things are possible, & with what feels like a downward plunge unfinished, it seems likely.
Downfalls, like all things, have a birth. You're likely to not have seen it coming. It starts at your flaws. The things that eat you from the inside, that may end up crawling out to control you. Many people are lucky enough to go throughout their lives without noticing them, their downfalls are minor and don't seem to affect them.
My greatest flaw? I don't like to feel lonely. Now,who actually does enjoy that feeling? However, it becomes a problem when you let the need to erase the feeling take over. It escalates into a need. You start to feel numb, but at the same time you can feel it. All. Too. Well.
I'm not who I used to be. My heart isn't innocent.
