In the Stars ( A Sprace fan fiction)

Chapter 11: Do you like me...

Spot's POV

            "Spot, do you...like me?" Why this question!? What the Hell!? This is the question that's gonna kill either me or Race.

"I-uhhh," wooooowww, nice goin me! He's starin at me waitin for an actual answer but I can't give him one!

"You uhhh what!?"I gotta find a way outta this! "Why you not answerin Spotty," I love his stupid smile. What am I sayin!? I can't think like that right now! I gotta make up somethin!

"I ain't answerin cause it's the dumbest fuckin question I've ever been asked! I don't like no one," oh god that hurt so bad sayin! Why's it look like it hurt him too!? Ugh! Bein boss ain't that fun, you gotta pretend to be someone you ain't just so ya don't get killed!

"Just askin cause you said you cared about me," He sounds so fuckin sad.

                   "Yeah, just cause I care don't  mean I like ya," This is the worst thing I've had to do! He's fidgetin... a lot!

                     "Thank god! You scared me for a second Spot! I thought I was gonna have to stop sellin here," Thanks Race. Well now that that's settled I guess I don't gotta worry bout him, I get to let go of his soft blond curls that are so fun to run my fingers through, his amazinly blue eyes that I could swim in, his adorable fuckin laugh, his- dammit I can never let go of him!

                    I'm just confused on why the fuck he blushed or trusted me! Why would he do that!?

                    "Earth to Spot!" oh shit! I was starin again! That bastard's smilin at me! "What was ya lookin at," HOW THE HELL DO I ANSWER THAT!? Obviously him cause he's fuckin adorable but I can't say that!

                    "I wasn't lookin at anything dumbass, I was thinkin about how we's gonna sleep tonight! I ain't lettin you sleep on the floor, you's hurt, I guess I'll just have to then," seriously! How the hell am I makin up these lies so easily today!?

"You sure, I mean it's your bed," I love how fuckin carin he is! WAIT! He cares about me!?

"Oh so you care bout' me now, huh," Gotta tease him a little.

"No! Well, I do but umm... god, you're such an asshole," I laugh a little. I got him to blush AGAIN! He rolls his eyes but he's still smilin. It's gettin kinda awkward so I gotta say somethin.

"Well, it's already kinda dark, I'm gonna go get some more blankets so I can make a bed on the floor," he nods, I go into the hallway and open the cabinet with the blankets in it. I grab four and walk back. It's weird that Mr.Carnes ain't back yet.

I'm startin to make my bed on the floor when I see Race lookin out at the huge clouds. He looks kinda scared. Damn he's gotta trust me a lot to show fear around me! I finish but it's way too quiet!

"Race, why's you so quiet, you feelin ok!?" I laugh a little again and he throws a pillow at me. "Thanks, I needed this!" he still ain't sayin anythin. He's fidgetin with his cigar a lot again. Why's he even do that!? "Hey dumbass," Oh sure, he answers to that!

                       "I'm fine ya idiot, just thinkin," he rolls his eyes but he's back to lookin out the window. I'm lookin out it too now.

                        "Damn, that's gonna be a big storm," I'm tryina make this less akward but he ain't helpin! He nods and's still starin out that stupid window! It's pretty fuckin dark now and he looks tired.

                        "We should sleep, you's been through a lot and ya need to rest," he finally snaps outta it!

                       "Mhmm," I take off my shirt and Race's just starin at me, his eyes are fuckin huge! I look down, nothin's there, why's he starin at me so weird!? He's makin me blush, I ain't lettin that happen again! I snap and he snaps out of it again.

                       "Whatcha lookin at Racer," he blinks a few times.

                        "N-nothin," he looks down again then takes his plaid shirt off. He's makin sure not to take his striped one off though. Whatever. Guess he's just gonna sweat then. I'm gettin ready to get into my bed on the floor but Race stops me.

                         "Hey Spot?" I turn and look at him, "Uh, thanks for helpin me...with everything," WHY'S HE GOTTA BE SO DAMN SWEET!? Another feelin comes over me! Why do I wanna kiss him!? I gotta act like I don't though, so I just nod and smile a little.

A/N
So ya Ik this is on the shorter side but I'm gonna try to publish another chapter tonight!