Merlin One-Shots!!

Life after Camlann

This is gonna be a sad one

I feel nothing. All I am is an empty shell.

It started off with a crack, the day you went away. Every second without you the crack grows bigger and bigger.

I am scared it will consume me.

I'm not as strong as you were.

I can't protect myself from this feeling.

Failure.

I failed Camelot.

I failed Gwen.

I failed the Knights, my friends.

I failed the man who I deemed my father.

But worst of all. I failed you, Arthur.

Not a day goes by where I don't think of you. The days we shared together just basking in eachother's presence.

If I try had enough I can hear your voice, feel your hand in mine. The wind picks up melodic laughs from time to time, as if you were standing right next to me. Maybe you are looking down on me.

What a disappointment I must be.

You are probably glad you left, so you didn't have to deal with this sorry mistake of a human. I'm not even human! Just a freak of nature cursed to walk this god forsaken earth as punishment for failing you.

I wish I could join you.

Maybe I should try...

Short update, but I hope you still liked it. Got a bit depressing towards the end sorry bout that.