Chapter 18 : Brothers

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Krist was taken aback, more like shocked at what Singto just said. His face all flushed and his mind went blank for a moment.

The TV show host screamed looking all giddy, she's smiling from ear to ear, gazing back and forth between Singto and Krist.

"You mean, he is the one you love? Is this a confession?", she asked after a few moment and composing herself, her eyes sparkling in excitement.

Singto smiled and was about to answer.

"N-no! He must mean, as his Nong. We are really close friends. We admire each other. He is my inspiration too. Right, P? ", Krist interrupted looking at Singto, uneasy and flustered, chuckling awkwardly.

Singto forced a smile then looked at the host, nodding.

"Right. We grew up together like real brothers.", he said, agreeing to Krist's comment.

"Aww.. I thought the Lion is already taken.", the host teases, looking disappointed. His face grew dim, avoiding Krist's gaze.

"Oh, well! Maybe next time, we will hear more about this couple. Watch their upcoming series 'Faces of Love' on GNNTV channel soon.", the host commented as she ended the show, saying goodbye to the viewers.

There was awkward silence between the two since they got out of the set. No one is daring to break the silence. Singto is driving this time. Krist is just observing what's gonna happen next. He is still at a loss for words. A lot of questions are playing in his mind but he is afraid to ask. Afraid he might get an answer contrary to his expectations.

Singto slowed down the car as they entered in the parking area of the central park. He alighted after. Krist silently followed.

His P stood up under a big tree near the man-made lake, his hands on his pockets. Krist stood beside him.

"Remember that day when you got attacked by bullies during high school?", Singto asked, looking on the horizon.

"You mean, when you attacked the bullies.", Krist retorted, teasing his P, trying to lighten up the mood.

Singto smiled, glancing back at Krist.

"Yeah.", answered Krist, nodding his head, avoiding Singto's gaze.

"Since then, I swore to myself that I will never let anyone harm you.", Singto then said, looking at the lake.

"Yeah. You've been very protective of me since then. They teased us more.", Krist replied, smiling sadly.

"Hmm..", he nodded, gazing at Krist.

"Is that the reason why you became distant?", Singto asked, looking intently at the man who makes his heart flutter all these years. Krist is looking away,

"No.", Krist answered, gazing back at his P. He couldn't stand Singto's piercing gaze so he looked away again.

"Then.. Why?", Singto asked again, still gazing at this shy guy. Krist shrugged.

"Were you afraid you'd be labeled as gay if you keep hanging out with me?", Singto continued probing.

"No!", Krist answered with emphasis, becoming uneasy.

"So.. You just don't want me in your life then?", Singto asked, smiling bitterly.

"No! You don't understand.", Krist exclaimed, feeling frustrated.

"Then make me understand! You were able to tell me everything before. Why did you shut me out of your life? You made me get used to always having you around. You seemed you were always gonna be there for me! Then one day you had a girlfriend and I'm shut out of your life suddenly! I won't interfere with your love life. Why can't we stay like we used to be? What did I do to make you go away? I thought we were brothers?!", Singto continuesly questioned, wanting to understand what is going on through his Nong's mind.

"Yes! Brothers! I am just a brother to you! That's exactly the reason why I have to distance myself!", Krist exclaimed in frustration.

"Wha- ?", Singto asked in confusion.

"You treated me nicely as a brother! And this..", pointing to himself, agony drawn on his face.

"..your foolish brother, fell inlove with his P!", Krist continued, feeling helpless. Singto gazes at him, looking conflicted. Krist hangs his head, he can't face his P anymore.

He turned around to walk away. Singto's arms wrapped around from Krist's behind. He buried his face on his Nong's shoulder.

"You shouldn't have avoided me. I told you.. You already got me long ago.", he whispered.

"I was afraid you would run away. I let you do what makes you happy 'cause I thought you would stay if I do so. I want to be a supportive friend if that's what would make you stay beside me. Whenever I see you with someone else, it's killing me inside.", Singto opened up all his emotions.

Krist turned around to face his P, his eyes soaked in tears.

"If you meant, you want me to stay as your Nong forever.. I'm sorry, P.. But I don't think I- "

Singto sealed Krist's lips with a passionate kiss. His hand holding Krist's nape making sure he can't run away anymore. He won't let him get away this time.

"I love you, little turtle

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"I love you, little turtle. If it wasn't clear enough for you, I will keep doing it until you understand.", he said after letting go of each others lips, his forehead rested against Krist's. Both were gasping for air.

Krist pushed Singto away, feeling shy. They glanced at each other then smiled. An unspoken understanding written in their eyes.

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