I put one strap of my dress on and the other i looked at myself in the mirror and be smile appear on my today is confirmation
Hurry up my mom voice shattered my silent state of mind
Okay
My dad took my hand led me to the car
I met up with my class
Hey I have to go get your grandmas
Okay good luck my mom kissed my cheek
We lined up in alphabetical order I was in the back of course
I put my finger on the pew as I felt the wood grain on fingertips and I looked at my family and my stomach dropped I felt sick to my stomach. My godfather wasn't even there to celebrate this important occasion in my life.
I went sat on the pew with my family I whispered in my sponsored earHey I want to go home voiced choke like I could breakdown in tears any moment now
My mom told my dad to call my godfather aka his brother
My dad returned and the look on his face told he wasn't coming
My mom was bright red like tomato
I went I got confirmed and at the after the party my dad told me what happen
You godfather was working in his therapy office
Of course he was not a shocker that he would missed my most important day of my life as I sobbed in my hands
My mom put her warm gentle hand on my back as she rubbed I cried harder
I got up to get hot chocolate and put mountain of whipped cream on top
Guys this is the best remedy of getting of the depression blues
You depressed my dad said in concerned voice
Yes very much
You can't blame her godfather didn't come
I got a gift from my other godparents which made me cry
Thank you guys for making this somewhat special day
We went home and I cried myself to sleep
My father called my godfather
Hello
Hi
How was the confirmation
Awesome know what your goddaughter is doing
What
She crying in her mother arms she is done with life because you didn't go
She dramatic
Fuck you bro I'm done with you
Bye
The next day my depression had peak maximum capacity and I feel like I'm losing my fucking mind
Good morning mom and dad
Hey sweetie what up
I'm go on run to clear my mind
Okay
I put my running shoes on and I put my headphones on and I ran like a eagle felt like flying I felt free from life
I soon came upon bridge i looked over the pound as I'm standing there a hot guy walked by we made eye contact
Hi
Hi I'm Jesse
Hi I'm Stormy
It nice to meet you
I think you dropped this
Oh thank you
Can I have your number
Yes
We exchanged numbers we went our separate ways
I headed back were me and my dad got into a huge fight
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Life shattered
FanfictionWhen her godfather backs out of her life and she feel like she has know one to turn to but her uncle who lives far away from her but tragedy stuck her family how will he reached or will she be left in the dark and to fight the demons alone without s...