(ON HOLD) Tell Me When I'm Good Enough ($uicideboy$/$crim story)

Seventeen

Amber

When we arrive back at the house everyone looks relieved to see us. Well Him and him not being high. I'm assuming im just the one that brought him back, maybe that's why they are thankful. They all fussed around him. I could see him start to get agitated, I slid my hands down his forearm and took his hand in mine. He looked back at me smiling as he interlocked our fingers. He needed someone to distract him, he was getting annoyed at them all not believing in his sobriety. Not having faith. Thinking he would fuck up. I got both sides. They where concerned about his welfare but this sort of reaction can have a bigger negative impact. He needs support. He needs to be trusted, he's an adult. Using kid gloves will just piss him off.

We snuggled up outside at the fire pit for the rest of the night eating pizza and sharing tour stories. One of his arms wrapped around any shoulders and the other either resting on my thigh or interlocking our fingers. His touch was making me hot and bothered and I was getting carried away with the naughty thoughts I was having. After everyone went to bed I tried to seduce Scrim, he wasn't having any of it. I tried everything all my normal tricks. He was serious about this going on a date before we have sex thing. I wasn't impressed as the sexual tension was killing me and I just needed a release. I needed to feel his hands on me, in me. This date he was planning better finish with us doing more that a quick chaste kiss. Everytime I looked at him I feel my pussy getting slick, aching for him to have his way with me. I even tried to tease him into it...Trick him. Even that didn't work. He was determined not to touch me till we had been on a date. The quicker I get to sleep the quicker it's tomorrow and we can have the date. I'm excited to see what he has planned for us. Once we arrive at my door I reach up and pull him down for a kiss. He pushes himself against me trapping me between his firm body and the door. Our kissing escalated to touching and before I knew it he was holding me up against the door by my ass. This is what I wanted but I knew that Scrim would regret it. I pulled away panting.

"So maybe we leave it here before we take it too far" I hold him at arms length "I'm going for a cold shower" I roll my eyes and bite my tongue.

"Me too. I'll see you at 6 for our date,  if I don't see you before" he licks his lips and flares his nostrils as he shakes his head slightly. I back into the door and close it gently behind me leaning back onto it to regain my composure. I've never had a man make me react like the way I do, other than him. My body is in fire when he's around me. I feel like he could blow on me and I'd orgasm.

I lay in bed trying to guess where he would take me. I didn't know new orleans well. Would he take me to a bar? Why do I need flats? There where many questions I wanted to ask but I knew it was pointless., he wouldn't tell me anything anyway. I tossed and turned eventually getting comfortable and drifting off about 3 in the morning.

I felt something cuddling me when I woke up. On both sides. I squinted my eyes open and scanned my surroundings. Lexi and Coco had got in bed with me and we where all snuggled down. I cooed into Lexis neck.

"Time to get up lazy bones. It's date day" Lexi tried to pull me up. I groaned and relaxed my body so it was dead weight and she couldn't. I turned over and tried to snuggle with Coco.

"Lexis right it's already 1 and we was thinking of a pamper day"  she strokes my hair.

"It's 1 already! I slept like 10 hours!" I jump up. I bounce about a bit making them roll around trying to get up. "I'm going on a date today. He best get overvthe whole not touching me part I'm that horny I may burst"

"He must really like you if he hasn't tried to fuck you yet" Coco chuckles

"I hope so"

We spent the rest of the afternoon in my room pampering. We did hair and face masks, painted our nail and tried to pick out an outfit. I wanted to wear a dress mostly for the easy access but also I wanted to look feminine. I was really hoping that he would allow it to go past kissing tonight. I would take a bit of groping at this point.

I laid out a few options but decided on a black bandeau cropped top, a leopard print wrap skirt and Doc Martins. Pretty and practical. I carefully curled my hair and painted my face with a subtle smokey eye and a nude lip.  I can feel mysekf getting nervous the closer 6 o'clock crept up. I ended up being ready at 5.30. Coco decided I needed a shot, a little Dutch courage. She came back up with the bottle and 3 shot glasses.

"Coco don't you get her drunk before our date please" I bit my lip at the sound of his southern drawl. I could listen to it all day long. It sends shivers down my body. I grab the bottle and take a large swing.

"Is he ready? Does he look handsome? I'm so nervous. Where do you think he's going to take me?"  I start to pace, my skirt wafting behind me bottle in hand.

"Yes, Yes and I have no idea babes. Share?" Coco laughs at me. I hand the bottle over. They pour the shots, we all take one. I pick the bottle back up and take a deep swig. "I'm cutting you off" she pulls the bottle out if my hand

There's a knock on the door.

"Amber are you ready?" Scrims on the other side of the door. Shit there's no backing out now. I take a deep breath and open the door.