Once Upon A Benkro

Liar

I just realized that we're probs gonna get 10k if we keep going with this for a while and that is absotootly b o n k e r s

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He just stayed silent for a minute. He was going to say something but I cut him off. It was an accident and a huge mistake.

"I still dont even get why you're mad.." I said just above a mutter.

"I was about to tell you if you would shut the fuck up," he snapped, "You know, that was pretty shitty of you. We just broke up and you're already kissing on him and shit. Why would I not be hurt?"

"I'm sorry, Damiar.."

"I don't think you are, Y/n."

"I am! I wasn't thinking, okay? But he kissed me, and the other day he told me he liked me." I admitted without thinking.

His jaw clenched, "Liar." He spoke quietly under his breath.

"I'm not lying...and I can't help if I like him back." What am I even saying? I don't like Kai back. It was pretty terrible of me to kiss back after all that's happened. But I'd feel bad for Kai if I didn't.

I don't even care how Damiar feels about it to be honest, I just don't want him to hurt me. Well I do kind of care. I don't even know what I think of him at this point...

"I'll ask this one more time. Do you like him?"

I shook my head.

There was a look in Damiar's eyes I could barely interpret...he looked suspicious, and like he didn't believe me. He started to stare me into my eyes with a hard glare and I got scared that he would do something so I impulsively nodded. Slowly, but it ticked him off anyway.

"You fucking liar! You don't like him, he doesn't like you, that's final."

"You can't control how we feel."

"Watch me. And if you lie to me again you're fucking dead."

"I didn't lie." I said shakily. I was about to breakdown. I can't take him yelling and talking to me like this.

"Yes you did. And you're lying again. What did I just say?"

I forced a small laugh, "You won't kill me, you can't."

His grip was tightening, only making me more fearful of what would happen next. I can't keep this front up anymore. I tried to push him away but he stayed standing firm, his hands against the wall by my sides, pinning me down.

"I can do whatever I want with you."

My eyes widened at his words. No, I'm not letting him hurt me. "No you can't."

"You wanna bet?"

Without a second thought, I pushed him only a few inches away, and in a matter of seconds, my hand collided with his cheek.

I stepped back in shock at what I just did. Oh my god he's going to kill me.

"You little bitch!" He shouted and lunged forward at me, grabbing my hair and dragging me up the stairs. I was screaming all the way up, getting Kai's attention. He rushed out of his bedroom.

"Y/n!" I heard him shout. He ran after us and tried to pull Damiar away from me but Damiar wouldn't budge. He pushed Kai away and threw me into my bedroom, locking the door. I then heard Kai scream and his bedroom door next to mine slam.

Damiar's POV

I slammed the door shut after pushing Kai into his room. He let out a short scream, snapping me out of my angry daze and making me realize what I was doing. I don't mean to hurt any of them, especially not Y/n. I don't want to hurt her, I can see the fear in her eyes when I get mad at her.

But she so easily makes me mad. She's stubborn now, when she used to be shy and timid and cute.

I guess everything that's happened really changed her. I don't mind, I still like her just as much.

That's why I don't want her and Kai together. He doesn't deserve her. Hell, I don't even deserve her. But if I can't have her, no one can.

It all started as an elementary school crush and as a kid, I didn't know how to talk to girls so I just teased the fuck out of her. And growing up, I got caught up in all this shit with gangs and "business" because my dad didn't know how to fucking raise his kids.

It all got to me and Y/n just turned into my personal punching bag. I hate myself for it, and I wish I could stop but when I get angry I feel like I'm not even myself anymore and I stop caring about everyone else's well being and... yeah.

I walked into my room and closed the door gently as to not scare anyone anymore than I already have. I sat on my bed and buried my head in my hands.

Y/n would never like me back after all this bullshit.