Once Upon A Benkro

wHAT A WONDERFUL WORLDDD

I sat in my window ceil, staring out at the stars. It had been only a day since Damiar and Kai fought, we didn't do training yesterday. The only time I even saw Damiar was him walking back to his room in the morning.

Me and Kai finally had a day to just relax for the first time in at least a month and we enjoyed it. Kai had already gone to bed though, I don't think he'd gotten much sleep last night either.

I instantly turned at the slightest noise from the door, who would be coming in here this late? My mind rushed with thoughts but it was just Damiar, I looked back out the window but I was very aware of his exact presence.

"Y/n do you wanna go out on a walk or something?" He asked, his voice I little shaky at first. I looked over at him because of the weakness in his voice. Had he been crying? I didn't ask. "No." I said simply and looked back out the window.

"Not even to go star gazing?"

"I can see them right here."

"Then can I at least talk to you?" He sighed, coming a little closer.

"No."

"Y/n."

"What do you want?" I groaned, leaning my head back against the wall.

"I'm really sorry for being shitty to you, Kai's right, I should've expected something like that. I know you both hate me and hate it here.." Damiar apologized, shoving his hands into his pockets.

I turned to see him struggling to find what to say next. "Nevermind, I'm just sorry y/n." He added quietly and walked back towards the door.

"Damiar I- i-it's fine," I turned and hung my feet down off the window ceil. "I'm sorry for trying to hurt you."

"No, don't apologize. I get it, it's okay." He fidgeted his fingers around on the door handle, glancing back at me.

"Can I ask you something?" Damiar asked, leaning against the door frame. He's really hot.. "Y/n?"

"What uh- yeah, what is it?" I asked, snapping out of my thoughts.

"Do you like Kai? I won't tell him..just wondering."

"No, he's my best friend." I giggled, a little confused. I felt like I didn't really like Damiar anymore but also I didn't like Kai in that way either.

"Are you sure?" He looked a little hopeful and not as sad anymore, why?

"Yeah, we're just friends," I replied then thought for a moment. "Do you still like him though?"

He smiled a little, "No y/n, I like someone else."

"Wait who-" He just left the room and shut the door behind him. He liked someone else? Who? Who has he even been talking to, he's been with us the whole time. Was there someone here we didn't know about?

I groaned and plopped down on my bed, why should it even matter to me? I wasn't sure, I just knew it did.

I continued to try to think of who it could possibly be whilst staring up at the ceiling. The thought of him in a relationship with someone didn't sit right with me in my head. Why? Couldn't tell you. I do not like him though.

Suddenly there was a loud bang from outside, what the fuck? I got up and looked out my window to see a car parked out in front with two or three guys out there. A bullet flew past my head, shattering the window and causing me to fall backwards.

"Oww." I groaned, trying to pick out the glass shards that'd injected themselves into my arm and face.

"Yn? Yn where are you?!" I heard Damiar call as he entered the room. "Down here."

"Yn! Stay here and if anything happens just remember what you learned and scream as loud as you can, ok?"

I nodded and then he ran out of the room. There were lots of gunshots and yells from downstairs which made me worry about Damiar but I was more focused on the glass.

It really hurt but I'd remembered something about not taking it out because it'll be worse or something. Which I wasn't sure if that was true or not but I didn't see the harm.  (Idk if this is true don't trust me on anything)

I listened closely for anyone coming up the stairs, I'd learned how it sounded when it was Damiar vs Kai it shouldn't be too different now. (I'm not the only one that does this right, and with cars~Tori)

The chaos downstairs went on for about 15 minutes then it fell silent. I almost got up to go check on them but didn't want to risk it, I just kept listening for anything and honestly started crying some.

Nothing at all, no cars, talking, gunshots or anything. As I was starting to get really worried, I heard the door to my room open. Was Damiar that quiet? Or was it someone else..

I clenched my eyes shut and just hoped for the best. "Y/n?" I sighed relieved, opening my eyes to see Damiar standing there. "Why are you crying? It's okay."

"Maybe because there's just constantly people out to kill us?! What if you- or one of us gets hurt?" I asked, standing up. I was so worried that something bad had happened to him for a bit, I got so scared.

"No one is going to get hurt, especially not me. I told you as long as you stay with me everything's gonna be fine and you did and everything is fine."

"It's not fine!? How is any of this fine? When am I ever gonna be able to just go back to normal?" We weren't just going to constantly be on the run for the rest of our lives right?

"I have a plan, can you just trust me for once?" He raised his voice a little in annoyance.

"How am I supposed to trust you? What have you ever done to prove I can trust you?"

"I haven't killed you?"

"Yeah neither did my dad or anyone else in the world but that doesn't mean I trusted my dad, I hated every bone in his body. There's no difference."

"You hate me?" He broke his threatening stance towards me as I looked over at him.

"No. I don't trust you though." I replied then looked back down at my hands. I didn't want to cry, I already had been before but now I couldn't stop. I was mad but it was just coming out as crying.

"Well then trust me. If not then tell me what I can do for you to trust me." He told me softer.

"It doesn't matter, can you just get this glass out of my arm?" I cried, it hurt so much now and it just felt like it was getting worse.