snowflakes a.i

december 8th, 2014

told you lmao

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ashton went home in rage. he liked meredith, and knew that she shouldnt be mad. he was drunk for christ's sake!

and in rage and depression, he decided to get even more drunk. in a blur, ashton cried and punched a wall, and cried some more.

ashton:

merrredithd im soryr
[9:59pm read]

ashton:

i lvoe you meredthd
[10:00pm read]

he saw she was reading all his messages and threw his bottle of beer on the wall, sobbing. she didn't want to put up with his bullshit anymore. everybody left him, and he didnt know why.

meredith..?:

you're fucking lucky i care about you because if i get caught im getting grounded until i move out.
[10:03pm]

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meredith took it upon herself to let herself into his house. "ashton?" she yelled.

she heard soft crying from upstairs. "oh fuck." she muttered. "ASHTON!" she yelled, racing up the stairs. meredith found him in the upstairs bathroom with a blade hovering above his arm. she slapped it out of his hand. "you're a fucking idiot." she said, and hugged him tighter than she even knew possible. "this has been a real shitty night for me." she almost straddled him as he sat on the toilet and squeezed her arms tighter around him. "and you made it ten times worse but i endured it because i care about you, you dumb asshole." he hugged her almost as tight as she hugged him.

"im sorry." he cried. "im sorry i was with that girl and im sorry i got drunk and im sorry for everything and now i can make it up to you with movies that i think are shitty and cuddles and sweatpants." he sighed into her shoulder.

"my mother's going to kill me."

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a few minutes later ashton had meredith in a soft grip, playing with her hair. she was wearing his sweatpants and he put on the breakfast club for her.

"im sorry." he mumbled, the alcohol still having some effect on him.

"it's okay." meredith said, leaning her head on his shoulder.

"i love you meredith." ashton said, closing his eyes like he was about to sleep.

she knew he was just tired and drunk, so she just smiled and fell asleep with him.