Starting Over •JJK• ✔️

Twenty Seven

JK threaded his fingers through my hair and brought his other hand underneath my chin to tilt my head back. His eyes were tired and slightly puffy, but they were still gentle and comforting. They looked over my face as he rested his hand along my jaw, smoothing his thumb over my cheek.

I leaned into his hand, simply relishing the feeling of his touch. My eyes closed when he leaned down to press his mouth to mine in a long and lingering kiss and my hands moved up his back and made loose fists in his t-shirt. I sighed when he pulled back and I looked up at him again. Butterflies fluttered in my stomach when he smiled.

That smile told me that we were going to be okay.

He smoothed his hands down my arms and laced his fingers with mine. "Come talk to me." He raised his eyes and looked behind me over my head. "Preferably someplace where we won't have an audience."

I looked over my shoulder to see six people on the couch watching to see how this would play out. I chuckled and looked at each of them. "Yeah, good idea. Your roommates are kind of creepy."

"Not as creepy as we can be." Yoongi waved at us as we started down the hallway. "And keep the noise down in there, would ya?"

I held a middle finger up in his direction before disappearing into JK's room. I looked around the familiar space as he closed the door and turned a light on. His bed was all disheveled, meaning he was probably napping when I arrived since it was typically made otherwise.

He had a small couch against the wall and I took a seat, turning to face him when he sat next to me. "When you left, I thought I'd lost you." He took my hand and ran his thumb over the ring he gave me. "I've been beating myself up for not going after you."

"It wouldn't have made a difference in that moment." I draped my arm along the back of the couch and reached over to lightly play with his hair. "I didn't know what to do other than leave so I wouldn't cause you guys anymore trouble."

"But I should have fought for you." His eyes were sad. "I should have at least tried to make you understand that none of what's happening is your fault."

I shook my head. "I wouldn't have deserved it. Not with the way I just left."

JK reached up and gently held my face in his hands. "You will always be worth fighting for, Maddie." He leaned over to kiss me. "When you walked out that door, it was like a light went out inside of me. I hated not knowing when I would even see you again."

"I'm sorry." My voice cracked. "I'm so sorry that I hurt you. I really thought that I was doing the right thing."

He kissed me again, leaving a few soft pecks as he pulled away. He reached around my waist and pulled me onto him. I straddled his legs as he tucked my hair behind my ear. "Let's promise each other that we won't react that way anymore. We'll talk about any problems we have instead of running away from them."

I nodded and settled my hands on his shoulders. "I promise." I just looked at him, taking in his features. It almost felt like I was seeing him for the first time.

His hands rested on my thighs as he looked back at me. "I hope I never feel like I've lost you ever again." He kissed me, deeper than before, with his fingertips pressing into my skin.

My hands slid up the back of his neck as we kissed. I welcomed his tongue into my mouth and pressed my chest against his, wanting to feel as much of him against me as possible. I felt him start to gather the hem of my shirt and lift it up. I broke the kiss and raised my arms so he could remove it.

I moved off of his legs and stood up, taking his hands to bring him up with me. His mouth was on mine again as he walked me backwards to his bed and I sat down in front of him. I slid myself up and back, and he crawled over me.

JK buried his face against my neck, lightly licking and sucking on my skin. He gently settled himself on top of me as I opened my legs for him. He started moving against me with a low moan, already hard and ready to go.

I pulled his shirt up his back and over his head, tossing it aside. I sat up when he did and reached behind me to unclasp my bra. I watched as he stood up to wiggle his pants down over his hips and he let them fall to the floor.

I dropped back onto my elbows and took in the sight of him. His muscles flexing with his movements, his golden skin, the way his hair fell in his eyes...

All of him.

I started pushing at the waistband of my own pants and he helped slide them down. He moved back onto the bed and moved up between my legs, leaving kisses along my inner thigh.

I ran my hand through his hair. I knew what he was planning on doing but I stopped him. He brought his face up in front of mine, looking a little confused when I shook my head. "We have all night." I rubbed my inner thigh against his side. "All I want is you right now."

JK nodded and went to settle on top of me again, but I pushed at his chest, telling him to roll onto his back. I straddled him and moved down until my hips were on his. I adjusted myself above him, took him into my hand, and guided myself down and around him.

My head dropped back and I sighed loudly as he filled me, not stopping until he was completely inside of me. I looked down at him to see him staring up at me, and I smiled.

He smoothed his hands up my sides as I bent down and I slowly started to move. He brought his hips up as I moved down, both of us keeping a slow and steady pace.

Neither of us were in a rush. I just wanted to enjoy the feeling of him around me, against me, and inside of me again.

I kissed his chest and he pushed my hair back away from my face. I looked up at him and met his gaze when he started moving faster, so I moved faster with him. I sat up again and braced myself against his abs as I rolled my hips over him.

His eyes were closed now with his bottom lip between his teeth. Seeing him this way as a result of me making him feel good was something I would never take for granted, and I hoped to be the only person to ever make him look and feel this way from now on.

I kept moving over him and my breaths started coming faster. I bent down again to kiss him and he rolled us over again so I was beneath him. He promptly pushed himself back in, making me groan. With my arms around his shoulders, he pumped in and out of me even faster. He pressed his forehead against mine and he moaned with each thrust, telling me that he was close. His noises blending with mine were enough to send me over the edge, along with how amazing he felt, and I arched up against him as I came. He finished not long after and I whimpered as he pulled himself from my sensitive center.

JK settled beside me with a happy sigh and pulled me against him, pressing a kiss to my forehead as we both tried catching our breath. He smiled at me as he brushed my hair away from my shoulder.

My arm slid around him and I returned the smile as I lightly ran my fingers over his back. We just laid there, looking at each other with our bodies tangled together.

I wished that I could lay here with him like this forever and never take my eyes off of him again.

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Well, it looks like it's going to take a lot more than a crazy ex to split these two apart. 🙂💜 If you've made it this far, thank you for reading!