Suicide; c.h

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Calum 〉〉〉

I stand here

Staring blankly at her coffin a few tears escape from my eyes and land on the sharp blades of the grass

Even though I didn't know her that well and only met her one week before she died

I'm still heartbroken

I was falling for her, I was in love with her

And I still am

She may of not loved me back, but she was special to me

And I keep feeling guilty

I keep thinking it's my fault for her death

And it is I shouldn't of called her a bitch I should of gave her some space

But I didn't i fucked up real bad

And now she's gone because of me, because of Fucking me

It's all my fault

I looked up, looking around and I saw her mother

She was in so much pain I could see it in her eyes

She was sobbing, screaming for her baby girl to come back

I don't think there was no sign of her father

I wonder why

I don't think I'll be able to sleep or eat again

I started crying more when a familiar song came on

I'm assuming it's one of her favourite songs

It's by blink-182 their one of my favourite bands

The song that was playing was my favourite song too

They started lowering her into the earth until she reached the end of the hole that her body will be in for the rest of her lifeless life

They started putting dirt in until the hole was fully filled

I wipe a few tears away but I was still crying

I saw her mother walk up to me

"Thank you for finding her" she said for sobs

I nodded "and I'm sorry for your loss she was a very sweet girl and your a very lucky mother for having a person like that in your life"

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Oh no Why my sweet little baby Louise she's gone :(((

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