Suicide; c.h

0.6

My mum started getting more and more worried about me

Now I'm just depressed 24/7 and its not all from Louise killing her self anymore

I mean someone of my depression comes from it but now 90% of my depression is because my parents broke up and I just generally am sad

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I gave my mum a weird look

We sat in the car in front of a big white building

I don't really talk, like I mean I talk but I don't really feel comfortable talking to like anyone

"I'm sorry" she said getting out the car

She went to the boot of the car and grabbed out a suit case

I stay put in the car not wanting to get out scared of what this place is

My mum waved for me to come with her

I soon enough got out the car and followed her into the building

It was really plain

"Uh yes, Calum Hood" my mum said with a shaky voice

"Mum" I whispered to my mum

She just gave me a sad smile and started filling out some paper work

"Mum where the fuck are we" I whispered again

"I'm sorry calum I'm doing this to help you" she said once she was finished with the paperwork

"I love you" she said and hugged me

She started crying and I was so confused on what was happening right now

I had soon found out this was a mental hospital for depressed teens

I hugged my mum tight "don't do this to me" I started crying

She shook her head "sorry" she said and started to get away from the hug

But I didn't let her go

"No" my voice started getting a little higher

A couple of doctors came to restrain me and tried pulling me off my mum while she was sobbing

"NO WHY STOP LEAVE ME THE FUCK ALONE" I scream trying to wiggle out of their grip

Soon they finally got me off my mum and I felling to the ground weak

"I love you cal" she said before turning around and leaving

My eyelids started to drop and so I was out

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I opened my eyes and I was on a bed and all the walls were a plain white

I was confused as to where I was then the realisation hit me

I remember I was at a mental hospital

I looked to my left and saw another bed with a boy sitting on it reading

I sat up and looked around

"Your awake" the boy said putting down his book

"I'm your roommate and my name is Ashton" he said

"Uh my names calum" I whispered

A knock came from the door and it opened

A man with a black suit came in and looked at me

"Your awake" he said walking into the room and shutting the door behind him

"I am the person that runs the hospital and you can call me Mr white" Mr white said

Another mr white are you serious

"And Ashton I'm expecting you to tell him the rules, and calum the time table is on the door and Ashton will show you were everything is okay" he said and left the room with out me replying

I looked over at ashton

"Okay well the rules are we basically are not really allowed to touch each other because people could not want them being touched and it's like a safety hazard something like that anyway, rule 2 is you got to listen 24/7 and not swear at any of the doctors, rule number 3 is bed time is at 8:30 because we always have to wake up no later then 7:30 for breakfast that is at 8 and then we got the other things you can have a look on the time table if you want, and yeah those are the main rules" Ashton finally finished off

Right now the time was 6:00 and in 30 mines we had to go to dinner

I guess we weren't allowed to skip any meals because the doctors would think that something's was up

Ashton and I walked to the cafeteria and waited in line

I just got chicken nuggets since those were the only good things there

As for ashton he got a hamburger it looked kinda disgusting but he seemed to enjoy it

We sat at a table with two other boys

"Heyyyyy this is calum, calum this is luke and michael" ashton introduced everyone

"Hi" I whispered to them

"Hey" they said back

I sat quietly while they had conversations after conversations

After dinner we basically got to do what ever we want but we can't brake any of the rules

"So calum how did you end up here" ashton asked sitting at the table in the free time room

"Uh" I started "well my mum kinda brought me here, obviously, but I came depressed and suicidal and yeah" I whispered most of it

"You like to whisper a lot don't you" luke said

I shrugged and nodded

"How did you end up here" I asked ashton

"Apparently I'm a psycho" he said

"Oh" I whispered in response not sure if I should ask other questions about him being a psycho

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"So how was your first day at this shit hole" Ashton asked as we walked back to the room

"I guess it was alright" I whispered

"What were you like and your first day here" I asked

"It was pretty crazy tbh because at first when I came her I was going crazy and I kept swearing at my mum like why would she do this to me and it was just insane then I made like one friend which was michael and then michael introduced me to luke then it's just been us in our friendship kind of thing, I came here 3 years ago" ashton sighed

"Oh wow" I replied

I shut the door behind me as we got back to the room and laid down on my bed

"I'm tired night calum" Ashton said yawning

"Yeah night" I said and closed my eyes

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