Dear Miss Flower
I'm sorry to hear that. Also don't call her that. We are all humans and make mistakes I don't say what she's doing is okay. But I know something bothering her to. Just stay away from her for now. About your parents just talk to them for real and make them listen to you. Show them your pain.
Kim Namjoon ~
Another day that my heart can't take. Kim Namjoon why do you do this to me. You always make me cry with how much you care for me and in your eyes a complete stranger who needs help. Kim Namjoon why are you so kind.
Why do you believe everyone is good. Why do you have so much faith in me that everything will be okay. I sit on the balcony of my big ass house that doesn't feel like home.
It's night and today when I got home I tried to talk to them but again they didn't listen. So now I'm here alone crying while sitting on my balcony.
This pain hurts me so much. You only know 25% and it's already this bad Kim Namjoon when you know the full 100% trust me you'll cry for life.
I don't know what to do anymore. I want to tell you everything Kim Namjoon because you make me feel safe. But when you know who I am you will hate me and think I was messing with you.
I would never ever do that. Not with you not with anyone not about this. I just needed someone to listen to my story and that someone is you.
I would tell you who I am if I wasn't so scared that you would just leave me. Leave me and my thoughts alone like now. You make my life a little brighter.
Dear Kim Namjoon
I tried your advice they didn't listen I told them how serious this was but they didn't listen or care anyways. Your advice was good it's just my parents aren't so that's the problem. How do you feel now that you know 25% of my life. Tell me honestly do you believe I can be saved? Do you believe I can get better and can get people to love me? Stupid question because if you knew who I am your answer would be no.
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♥︎Miss Flower♥︎
I sighed as school just passed by in a flash. I didn't pay any attention today. I just checked Namjoon's locker for a letter and found one.
As I went home I went straight to my room and opened it.
Dear Miss Flower
I'm sorry to hear that. I really am your parents should pay more attention to you and as to your question. I do believe you can be saved and can be loved. Your really making me curious I really want to know who you are! But here let me help you out of that dark void your in! Your really sweet I just know it I have this feeling I know you but misunderstood you and that by you sending me these letters I understand you more and I'm really surprised you haven't gone crazy yet! Anyways your like a ray of sunlight! But right now your trapped in the shadow of the moon. Imma help you get out and shine at your brightest!
Kim Namjoon~
Kim Namjoon you have a way with words. I really hope you can do what you promised. Because if you can't then I don't know anyone else that can. Because you mean a lot to me Kim Namjoon
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FanficWhat happens when the most popular girl in school who bullies and is really mean is actually the one that needs help the most? Lee Ji Eun She desperately seeks help from the one person's she's always admired and defended. Kim Namjoon She writes him...