𝐿𝐸𝑇𝑇𝐸𝑅𝑆

12th letter

Dear Kim Namjoon

You haven't written me back is something wrong? Or is it that you don't know what to do? Well imma tell you the rest so be prepared because you will know the full 100% of my life. I'll be completely transparent. I was being bullied as I mentioned earlier. I was being bullied everywhere I went. They called me names like an undeserving bitch and that I should die. That how I learnt bitch really soon in my life. They hit me and pushed me and stuff like that. It's how I became who I am now. The way I am now is to make sure people stay away from me and are scared of me so I won't go through this again. It stopped when I went to high school. I was preparing that summer. I've been doing anything and everything to change my life. My parents only knew about the bullying when I was 6. They never noticed it continued. I was also kidnapped when I was 6 I was devastated and scared to be alone. I still am but no one notices.

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♥︎Miss Flower♥︎

You really went through a lot and I'm so sorry. I really wish I knew who you are. It was Sunday and the letter arrived at my house.

I don't know how to reply seeing as she brought it to my home adres and I don't know where she lives. I got ready to go out. I wanted to go to the park but first I had to go grocery shopping.

So I went to the shop. Once inside I grabbed everything mom needed. The line to pay was long so I had to wait a while.

After waiting for like 15 minutes it was finally my turn. "That'll be 67 000 won sir." The lady said and I paid with the money mom gave me.

I went straight home. I placed the bags on the counter and got everything out. Putting away everything. As I was done mom came home.

"Welcome home mom." I greeted her with a smile. "Ah Namjoon thank you for going shopping today. Did you put everything away already?" She asked me and I nodded.

"It was no problem mom I love to help you out." I flashed a smile at her. "If your going out don't be home late now I'm going to bed." She said and I nodded.

Mom works at the hospital mostly at nights. So I go shopping in the weekends cause she's always so tired I also look after the house. Dad is a business man she he works during the day and comes home late.

So that basically leaves me all alone. During the weekends and after school. Mom always leaves when I get home sometimes she's already gone. I cook dinner. I always put it in the fridge.

The only time when we are always together is in the holiday's. During our vacation where we go somewhere for 2 weeks because then they have to work again and I go somewhere with friends.

I put the final groceries away and took my jacket. I put on my shoes and I left. I like this time to be alone and think or just relax. I went to the park. When I got there I saw a lot of children but I also saw Ji Eun.

What was she doing here. She was playing with the little kids smiling and laughing. The smile was forced however. But not fully only a bit. But who can blame her.

I mean not so long ago she lost her best friend. Her smile is beautiful though. I've never seen her smile I've only seen her cry. I must be always finding her at the right time when she shows emotions that aren't fake ones.

I walked closer to her. She saw me coming. Her smile never faded. "Ok kids you can go play with each for a while I have to talk to someone." Her soft voice spoke out. It was really tender like a mother.

"Aw but we wanna play more with you unni! It's so boring having to wait until you come visit us and you haven't played with us in forever!" A young boy whined. "Ya pabo it's because she lost her best friend it was all over the news!" A girl hit the boy's arm.

Her smile faded but she quickly showed it again. "It won't be long okay." She said and they all nodded and left.

"What is this?" I asked her. "It's an event I put up. For the orphan kids. So they can go outside and play in the park every Sunday." She said as she watched them play.

"You?! Did that?!" I asked truly shocked. Her hands where behind her back she was wearing this beautiful long dress that reached the floor.

"Ya I told you everyone has emotions! You've even seen my cry so why is it so hard to believe I did this?" She asked me looking at me like she really wants an answer.