𝐿𝐸𝑇𝑇𝐸𝑅𝑆

Final letter

"I guess your right. So why is no one else here?" He asked me. "Because no one else wants to come." I replied.

He looked down. "Want me to help you?" He asked and my smile grew. "Sure that would be so great the children will love it." I beamed excitedly.

He laughed a bit at my excitement he's probably never seen before. I walked towards the kids and Namjoon followed me.

"Hey kids I got us a new play mate." As I said that the kids cheered. "Unni I'm sorry about being so pushy and I didn't know about you friend I'm sorry please forgive me." Yuan said.

I gave him a smile. "It's okay Yuan I know you speak your mind and I forgive you. Now come here." I said as I opened my hands for a hug.

He gladly came and hugged me. I patted his head. I released him from the hug. "Okay what shall we play?" I asked them already knowing the answer.

They all had these mischievous looks on there faces. "Tackle the new guy!" They shouted in union. I saw Namjoon's face stiffen.

"Uhm." He let out unsure of what's happening. I chuckled. "Basically you have to run and they have to tackle you. If they do you lost but if I manage to tackle you or you can tackle me you win." I said as he nodded.

"Alright then." He said meaning let's begin. Namjoon quickly ran away. He was fast we all started running after him. The kids followed him while I looked at where he was going.

I quickly ran towards there and I caught him by surprise however he managed to escape and I landed on the floor. It hurt like a bitch. I got up and this continued until he managed to tackle me using my strategy against me.

I was panting and so was he. We were both smiling and panting like crazy. He got up from me and offered me his hand to get up. I took it and smiled.

Thank you Kim Namjoon for everything. You showed me there is hope after all. The day continued and we kept playing games until 4 Pm.

"Kids it's time to go back." I said as they all frowned. I laughed. "Don't worry I'll come back I promise." After those words they smiled.

"Now go form a line." I commanded and turned my attention to Namjoon. "Kim Namjoon thank you for helping me out today. You really shouldn't have." I spoke and bowed to him.

"It was fun and I just want these kids to be happy. So I played with them." He said. Basically meaning he didn't do it for me. Which I already knew but him saying that hurt like a bitch.

"I know that. Now I have to go and bring them back." I said as I turned around. "I'll go to. I want to know where these kids live so I can play with them again." He spoke.

I nodded my head whilst walking to the orphanage it was silent. The kids where exhausted but they still talked a little.

However me and Kim Namjoon didn't have much to talk about. When we arrived there I saw Miss Roberts.

She's from the USA and she moved here to take care of the little kids who have no home so they wouldn't live on the streets.

She smiled when she saw us arriving. We went inside and the kids went to the living room. "Good evening Miss Roberts I brought them back and they had a lot of fun." I said as she smiled.

"Who's that your boyfriend?" She asked me in English. "W-what no! He just came and helped out he's someone I know from school. He just happened to pass by the park and wanted to help the kids." I replied back in English not really knowing Namjoon could understand me.

"If you say so oh do you mind taking the form for me?" She asked me and I shook my head leaving the 2 alone.

After I returned I let Kim Namjoon write his name first and then I wrote mine.

Kim Namjoon~

❀❀❀♥︎Lee Ji Eun♥︎❀❀❀

We walked out and then he turned to look at me and stop. "It's you isnt it the one who wrote me letters?! Because those flowers are exactly the same!" He shouted at me.

I'm an idiot! "I can explain." I said as i felt a tear prick my eyes. "Was this all just a game to you?" He yelled. "It's not like that." I replied very softly.

"Don't play games with me your right I do hate you!" He spat and I just ran away! I was crying I took my pen and piece of paper I had with me.

|warning dark thoughts read at own risk|

Dear Kim Namjoon

I wasn't playing you. Everything I told you was a lie. In the beginning of them i told you you probably hate me and I was right. I told you if you knew my name you wouldn't help me. It's time to say goodbye. I can't do this anymore. But I'll explain to you. In the beginning these letters where just to cope with my feelings because Irene wasn't there. But when you decide to help me. I felt happy. Everytime I wrote you something you always wrote me back giving me advice. You hate me and I can understand why people hate me but you I don't. I've never did anything to you I always protected you by saying your not worth it. Because ever since high school I knew you where very smart and you peeked my interests. I observed you to get to know you better and I did. That's how I knew you where a really sweet guy! That's why you where the one I wrote to but in the end I wish I never have. Because I started to like you and I'm such a fool for it. I knew the possibility was 0 if you knew who I was that you would even talk to me. When Chungha was there for me I stopped because I could tell her everything because she knew. But when she died I was alone and again and I told you what happened that's why I started writing to you again. I'm sorry Kim Namjoon for everything but I have no reason to live. With this letter there are 2 more letters 1 I never send you and 1 suicide letter for the world to know. Please do me one favour and don't show the letters to anyone! It's something between you and me. Goodbye Kim Namjoon

❀❀❀♥︎Lee Ji Eun♥︎❀❀❀

Aka Miss Flower