6th letter

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Dear Kim Namjoon

It's been a while since I wrote a letter to you. The truth is I was doing better. I found a person who was with me for a long time but I never really noticed that. But one day I did and she became my best friend who I truly and really cared for. But now she's gone. She died way to soon. I also knew Chungha she didn't deserve to die. They both died on the same day. Both in accidents. I don't know what I should do anymore.

|this part contains dark thoughts|

I want to give up and leave this world. It's all I've ever been thinking about lately. You might think I'm crazy but on the day she died I tried to take my life but before I could do so she appeared next to me. Stopping me from doing anything and she told me she will always be with me even tho it's not physically she told me to continue writing to you so I won't be alone. So I'm taking her advice but I don't know if it'll do me any good. I just want to die so I can see her again. My life has no meaning but I promised I wouldn't do it and unlike her promise to never leave me. I won't break mine!

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♥︎Miss Flower♥︎

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