𝐿𝐸𝑇𝑇𝐸𝑅𝑆

Gone

"Kim Chungha

She has been taking from us way to soon. She was only 16 she was so sweet and beautiful. God has been cruel to take her from us in a awful way. Now Lee Ji Eun will say a few words as she was her best friend." He said and I got up.

"Chungha was the most kindest person alive. She was sweet and she helped me with a lot. When I was lost she was the one who took my back on the road who helped me find my way back home. She was my home. Without her I'm lost again and I believe I'm not the only one." I spoke as I cried.

"She always talked to me about how she wanted to marry and have kids. Her dream didn't come out. She also wanted everyone of us to be happy and not be sad. She told me once that if she's to pass away early she didn't want us all to be sad. She wanted us to move forward and remember the happy days."

"Chungha has left a lot of scars on us by her departure. She made a lot of impressions on everyone. Everyone loved and adored her. Now that I'm seeing that all of you came and are crying for her. I think she would be happy to see how you all came together and how much you will miss her. Kim Chungha will be forever in our hearts." The final words that left my lips.

The ceremony continued and all I could do was think back to that moment. Kim Namjoon was driving me to the hospital. When we arrived there I rushed inside.

"Kim Chungha where is she?" I asked the nurse at the desk. "She's still in the emergency room. You will have to wait." She said and gestured to the seats infront of it.

I waited for what felt like hours. Her parents came and cried all the time. They hugged me and I hugged them back. They were like my second parents.

Always so sweet and caring. They treat me like I'm there own daughter. Chungha your so lucky to have parents like yours please don't kill them and stay with us.

Please don't leave me your my only friend and I love you. Suddenly the doctor came out with his head hanging low.

"Mister and Misses Kim I'm sorry. We did everything we could but your daughter passed away a few minutes ago. We did everything we could but nothing worked. I'll leave you to see her." He said and left I fell to the ground.

Her mother screamed and cried. They both went inside and cried holding her hand. I slowly walked inside and I saw her lifeless body laying there I couldn't take it.

I ran out crying not caring about anything. I went home and went straight to my room to my balcony.

I was ready to jump. Life had no meaning anymore. Before I did Chungha appeared before me.

"I knew you weren't dead." I cried out. Her smile never leaving her. "I am Ji Eun but please don't do this to yourself I'll always be with you." She spoke softly.

"No how can you leave me like that when you promised you wouldn't!" I yelled at her. Her tears where streaming down her face.

"I'm sorry Ji Eun I really am. I didn't want to leave you. But it was god's will." I looked at her. "Fuck god who gave him the power to decide. I'm all alone again." I looked down.

"No your not. I'm not here physically anymore but I'll always be with you and you have Kim Namjoon who was worried about you." Her soft voice was so soothing.

"He doesn't care about me he hates me and besides he only worries about the girl who writes letters to him." I spoke.

"He doesn't know that girl is you but yet he helps you go and write him letters again. I'll be watching you so I'll know when you don't. Also don't do anything stupid live for me and for yourself." She said as she disappeared.

The ceremony ended and I came to my senses. I got up and went home just laying in my room on my bed doing nothing but thinking bout the memories we share.

I'm really sorry for what I did:( I cried writing this:((