True//Billie Eilish//

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I sit in the chair as the makeup lady finishes up the rest of my makeup. The Grammy's was today and we were getting ready so we could go sit. Billie was nominated for six awards and I was so proud of her.

"Alright perfect" she says as she finishes my blush. My hair is taken out of its rollers and left to cascade down my shoulders in waves. "Alright throw that dress on and those heels and you're ready" she says and hands me the outfit.

I head to the small changing area and slip my robe off so I can pull the dress on. I flatten it out and make sure my curls fall perfectly over it before slipping the heels on and walking out.

"Oh my god you look so pretty. Here let me touch up everything real quick" she says and pulls my dress down a little more. With a bit of blush here and more mascara there I was ready to meet the others in the green room. I take a mirror selfie and post it on my Instagram before strutting down to hall and knocking on the door.

"I got it" I hear Claudia's voice and the door opens. "Wow" we both say and giggle after. She had her hair up in a bun with beautiful makeup and an even prettier dress. "Come in" she says and I walk in. Maggie and Billie are talking so she doesn't know I'm in there and finneas comes over.

"Wow look at you Lizzie, I didnt know you could clean up" he teases and I flick his forehead. "I mean I can say the same about you too Finn" I shoot back and he rolls his eyes. "No but really you look really good" I say and fix his suit jacket.

"And you look very pretty" he says and pulls me in for a hug. "Oh my god Elizabeth look at you" I hear Maggie say and she takes me in her arms. "Thank you but if anything you're the prettiest in the room" I say. She gushes and holds me even tighter and I giggle.

"Now I dont mean to intrude but I'd like to love my girlfriend" I hear Billie's voice and I pull away. "Fuck" she mumbles as she eyes me. "Keep your head out the gutter baby" I say and pull her in for a hug. She holds me tightly and kisses my head over and over.

I pull away and she leans in but I block it with my hand. "Can't mess up my makeup" I say and she groans. "Alright let's go to are seats and win those Grammy's" finneas says and we all cheer and walk out.

We find are seats and sit down and Billie's hand automatically finds its way on my exposed leg. "I'm nervous" she whispers and I place my hand on top of hers and rub it with my thumb. "You're gonna do great baby. I bet you're gonna win all the awards" I say and she sighs.

And I was right, well kinda. Out of the six awards she was nominated for she won five. At first she was filled with excitement but as it went on she was wanting others to win. Finneas had won five himself and Billie was smiling ear to ear as we walked back to the green room.

As we enter I throw my arms around her and hold her as tight as I can. "You did amazing baby. I'm so fucking proud of you" I say and she holds me just as tight. "I'm in shock right now" she mumbles and I rub her back. "My girlfriend is amazing" I sing and she giggles.

"Cmon let's change so we can head to the after parties" she says and I nod and pull away. I grab my bag and pull my jeans and I off the shoulder top out. We change into better clothes and I slip my vans on and wipe off my makeup. I apply mascara and lip gloss before checking my phone which is like always blowing up.

I look over at Billie who looks at the awards in shock and I giggle and walk over to her. I crash are lips together and she stumbles back and almost hits the wall but I hold my hand out so she won't. She picks me up and switches are positions, shoving me against the wall.

"You guys coming" I hear from outside the door and we pull away. "Yea" I shout back and peck Billie's lips one last time before we meet Maggie in the hall. We head off to the after party which is full of a whole bunch of celebs.

"Hey you're Elizabeth right" I hear from behind me and jump. My eyes widen as I turn around to face fucking Ariana grande. "Um uh yea yea thats um thats me" I say and hold my hand out. She giggles and pulls me in for a hug which makes me nearly die.

"I love your work on YouTube and I heard you're gonna be in a movie" she says as we pull away. Oh my god she knows about me. "Yea um yea I'm gonna be in a movie" I say and mentally face palm myself. "Can we take a picture" she asks and I nod. She pulls me in for a hug as she takes a photo and tells me she'll tag me in it before walking away. "You ok" Billie asks and I run a hand through my hair.

"I just met Ariana grande" I say and jump up and down. "Oh" she says and laughs before taking me to meet other people.

The original plan was to leave the party by ten so I could get some sleep before my 3 in the morning flight but we actually didnt leave till one in the morning meaning I had like thirty minutes to sleep.

As Billie and I winded down and cuddled up in her bed I took in every attribute about her that I was gonna miss. Her ocean blue eyes, her perfect nose, those kissable lips, perfect jawline, and most of all the sex.

"Are you sure you can't go" I ask and she sighs and continues drawing shapes on my back with her finger. "I want to baby but I have a tour to do" she says and I sigh and cuddle closer. "Get some sleep alright" she says and pecks my lips before holding me tighter. And like that I was passed out.