True//Billie Eilish//

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We exchange the lines given before Melissa gives the green light and I sigh. I swallow what's left of my dignity and place my lips on Laurens. She felt nothing like Billie, her lips were to glossy and the taste was washing into my mouth.

I hold my gag in as I remember my scene and shove her against the wall. Again already hating this. Lauren tugs on my hair a little to harshly and I just know she's enjoying this whole thing. My jacket is shrugged off my shoulders and I pull her shirt over her head. She didnt have Billie's body.

Now this part was gonna suck because I was suppose to leave hickeys which I said they could just add in but they said I needed to actually do it so there I went, sucking on someone who wasn't Billie's neck. Jade was the "top" in the relationship I was lucky that nothing was really gonna be done to me besides a few kisses here and there. Legs are wrapped tightly around my waist as I kiss her again and drop her on this super comfy bed like can I have it.

Lauren's hands trail up the inside of my shirt and she tugs it off making me feel even more uncomfortable. I rush to get this over with and pull on her shorts which come off. Thats not Billie's waist or legs. I get back into the scene and remind myself to brush my teeth twenty times.

The scene goes on with kissing, a lot of my hair practically being ripped from my fucking scalp by her pointy nails, her pretending to be fucked and throwing her head back. A few moans that I hope are fake and it ends with us under the covers. "And cut. That was perfect" Melissa says and I throw my clothes back on and run out.

My lip was bleeding because she fucking bit me and her taste was stuck in my mouth. I swish water in my mouth before spitting it out and doing it again. I dont even care about changing before I run to my trailer and grab my mouthwash. I swish it around for forever until I spit it out and pop gum in my mouth. My hair was a mess and my head was killing me. I'd only like the roughness if it was Billie which it wasn't.

I collapse onto the couch in exhaustion and start my homework. I was counting down the days until I was able to see my girlfriend again and it was getting closer each day. Speaking of my girlfriend, my phone rings.

"Hey baby" I say and prop my phone up. "Hey you, looks like someone got into a fight" she says and I roll my eyes. "It was horrible I mean she practically ripped my hair from its home and she bit my fucking lip" I say and show her the busted lip. "I just wish you didnt have to kiss her" Billie says and I sigh.

"Dont worry baby, I want to grow old with you remember" I say and hold my hand with the promise ring up. "And I wanna have a family with you" she says and kisses her ring. We talk about her heading home soon and how I'll be there shortly after her. I get my homework done as she talks about how she's never gonna let me leave again.

"You re so cute" I say and she blushes. "Im being serious" she says in her baby voice and my smile grows even bigger. "I know but you're cute when you're serious" I say and shut my laptop.

"What I can't wait for the most is the sex" Billie says and I raise an eyebrow. "We're doing it the day I get back, I promise" I say and her eyes light up. "Ok bet" she says and I lean forward. "Bet" I shoot back and she smiles. "Get here faster please" she asks and I roll my eyes.

"Patience baby" I say and she rolls her eyes. "You can't tell me you're gonna fuck me after four months of not being with each other and then expect me not to be excited" Billie says and I cross my arms. "Oh I'm not fucking you, no I'm just gonna go until you can't anymore" I say and her eyes widen. "Stop teasing me" she groans and I check the time. "Shit um I gotta go but I love you" I say and throw my stuff in my bag. "Alright baby I love you too" she says and I hang up and rush to my limo. I forgot my interview, what a dumb ass.

I'm gonna work on a sequel for this book and I will update you when its up so keep on the lookout for that.