True//Billie Eilish//

5

Hours have passed and Billie was still wrapped in my arms under the sheets. Her body was warm against mine and she would hold me closer every now and then.

"Do you ever think of what would have happened if we never met" I hear from my neck and I look down at her. "Well you'd probably be in your room doing what you always do and I'd be doing homework" I say like its obvious.

"Well I'm glad I met you Liz, you've changed my life" she says and pulls back so she's staring down at me. "And I'm glad I met you too. If I never posted that video a year ago you would've never known who I was" I say and play with her chain that dangles in front of me.

Billie smiles like a kid in a candy store as she watches in fascination as I twist and scrunch up her chains. "Done being a kid" she asks me and I giggle. "I'm not being a kid I'm simply being myself" I state thinking I've one up her to which she responds with a, "so yourself is just an almost eighteen year old kid" she quips and I smile.

"Speaking of eighteen, your birthday is soon" she says and I roll my eyes. "Please dont make a big deal of it alright. I truly dont care for my birthday in anyway" I state with a tone lingering with seriousness.

"Okayyyyyyy" Billie says, dragging the word out for emphasis. "Billie I'm serious, if you love me you won't do shit for my birthday" I lecture almost like my own mom and it makes me sick. "Ok ok I won't do anything but can I at least give you a gift" she asks and I sigh.

"Billie" I whine and she places her index finger to my mouth. "It won't be anything expensive or out of this world, it will just be a simple small gift" she says and I sigh. "Yea fine but it has to be cheap and small" I say, pointing a finger at her.

"I think we should get some rest, I have coachella tomorrow and you have school" Billie says and I groan. "I'm gonna miss you" I whine and hug her. "I'm gonna miss you to but I'll still see you Friday and I'll be done on Monday so we can hang out after school" she says like its a good thing.

"Yea and then you have another world tour that you leave for on Thursday and I don't see you for a few months" I whine even louder and she kisses the top of my head. "Guess we better make the most of it then" Billie wraps me in her arms and pulls the blanket up further so I'm warm.

She hums some song I've heard before and plays with my hair. "I can't sleep" I say and she snorts. "Lizzie cmon just get some sleep alright" she says and I sigh and bury my head in her neck.

But I still wasn't able to sleep, Billie had finally passed out and I was wide awake. Not being able to sleep I sneak out of bed, much to Billie's protest and head to the kitchen. "Can't sleep either" I hear and jump at least twenty feet in the air.

"Holy shit Riley" I whisper shout to which she giggles. "Sorry sorry, so why are you up" she asks as I grab a water and sit next to her at the table. "I dont know I just can't sleep. I'm gonna miss Billie" I say and play with the label of my water bottle.

"You're so whipped" Riley sings and I groan. "Am not she's just my best friend" I say to which Riley gasps. "Hey you jerk I thought we were best friends" she says and I grab her hand and laugh. "You're more like a sister to me Riley" I say and she smiles and squeezes my hand.

A pair of arms wrap around my neck and Billie rest her chin on my shoulder. "Come back to bed, I can't sleep without you" she mumbles against my neck and Riley raises an eyebrow. "Alright mama's I'll be there in a second" I say and hug her before letting her walk.

"Whipped" Riley sings and I flip her off before heading back to the room. "Lay down" Billie demands and I playfully roll my eyes as she pouts. "Cmon" I say and extend my arms so she can lay on top of me. She climbs on top of me and buries her face in my neck while wrapping her arms around me.

"Dont leave me" she mumbles and I giggle. "I'm not going anywhere love" I say and stroke my hands through her black and green hair.

Billie let's out a contempt sigh and her body relaxes against me. Her breathing levels out and I smile and kiss the top of her head. I wasn't tired whatsoever so I laid down and just noticed the cute things Billie does in her sleep.

The way she purses her lips while dreaming or how she holds me tighter, almost if she's afraid I'll leave her. "I'm not going anywhere mamas" I whisper softly in her ear and kiss her head again. "You guys are really cute together" Riley says as she leans against my doorframe.

"She's really cute I'm just normal" I say and she rolls her eyes and scoffs. "Liz you are hot as fuck, like if I wasn't with Kennedy I would fuck you" she says which makes my eyes widen and we both start laughing.

Billie groans and the laughing dies down. "Alright get some rest Lizzie I'll see you tomorrow" Riley says and shuts my door behind her. I close my eyes and fall asleep with a smile on my face.