True//Billie Eilish//

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"And cut" the director shouts for the hundredth time and I groan. "Everyone take five and Liz come talk to me" Melissa says and I trudge my way over.

"What" I spit and she looks taken back. "What has gotten into you Liz. This film needs to get done and we can't get a single good shot of you" she says and I shrug my jacket on. "Maybe I'm just not right for this role" I say and kick at the ground.

"Alright come with me" she says and I roll my eyes and follow after her. I sit down on a beanbag chair and she sighs. "Alright talk to me" she says and I run a hand through my hair. "I'm just going through a rough patch right now and I can't focus" I say and she nods.

"Ok. Look shit happens in the business world that you either let take over your career or you push it aside and become who you want. Now go back out there and wow that director so that I can go home" she says and I crack my bruised knuckles. I head back into set and we start filming again with me doing my best.

"Good enough" the director shouts and we are free to go home. I dont even care about changing and just head to the limo who takes off to the hotel. I waste no time running to the room and shutting the door behind me. I trudge to the bed and fall on top of it with a groan.

I kick my shoes off and start to scroll through Instagram. Oh Billie posted a photo should I like it. No but she kinda broke up with me right. But I still love her and what if that wasn't meant to be like a breakup. I scroll past it and sigh as I look through other post. I read through my messages which some are cute but most make me gag before calling it.

I guess I should start my homework or I could call Riley and copy. I call Riley up and wait for her to answer. "Hey you" I say and she sighs. "What is it" she asks and I roll my eyes. She knows when I'm gonna ask for something.

"Can you give me the answers for like all the homework" I ask and I hear shuffling. "Yea alright um what papers do you need" she asks and I chuckle. "Um everyone from when I left till now" I say and she scoffs. "You really didnt do your work" she asks and I pinch the bridge of my nose.

"Its kinda hard when I work like all the time" I say and she giggles. "Hey um have you heard from Billie" I ask. "We talked yesterday, why what's up" she asks and I swallow the lump in my throat. "Oh nothing I was just wondering" I say and tap my pencil to my chin. "Alright now answers please" I say and she starts reading them.

"And number 27 is B" she finishes and I smile. "Thank you so much" I say and she laughs. "Dont worry about it just dont forget me when you're famous" she says and I scoff. "Oh yea like I could forget a bitch like you" I say and I hear another voice. "Hey I'm gonna go, Kennedy is sick and I'm watching after her but I love you" she says and I smile.

"I love you too and tell Kennedy I said I hope she feels better" I say and hang up. Now that I'm caught up I guess I could um. What should I do?

With no other ideas I set the camera up and hit record. "Hey so sorry I haven't come out with shit in a while but I'm back and I've been busy which is why I took a content break. "So last time I was in a hotel I learned a back flip so what could I do now that's entertaining" I ask and tap my chin.

"Alright um let's head to twitter and post a I'm running out of ideas please give me some thing" I say and post it. Thousands of comments flow in and I search through some. "Um face time fans" I read and shrug. "Why dont I read a bunch of comments and just do what they say. Great content" I say sarcastically.

I find out a way to call the fan and set it up so the camera can see. She answers and instantly covers her mouth. "Hey beautiful" I say and she smiles. "Oh my god this isn't real" she says and I giggle. "Well I'm making a video right now if you'd like to say hi and ask me a question" I say and she says hi.

"Ok so I've always wondered what its like dating Billie Eilish" she asks and I feel my face drop but I fake a smile. "Well she's a super kind and caring person who I love deeply and she is also just goofy and such a dork. Anything she does puts a smile on your face and overall she's such a cute person" I answer.

"Is she with you" the girl asks. "Sadly she is not since I'm in the process of staring in a movie and she's on tour" I say and she nods. "It was great to meet you" I say and she smiles. "I love you" she says and I smile. "I love you too. Take care" I say and hang up.

"Alright um next message says take off your shirt" I read and do so. "There. No I was already gonna do that anyways because its super fucking hot in here" I say and stretch. "Alright um make merch. I wasn't planning on making merch only because well I'm not famous and I dont know how to make shit but if you guys would want that then maybe I will I dont know" I say and scroll through the messages.

"What can you tell us about the movie. Well the movie is an overall great film about a girl who happens to be that goes through a tough life with her family part of this world know mafia gang and she's almost sucked into it. The cast is amazing and so are all the crew I mean the make you feel loved there which is great because I'm so homesick but um yea I think its a great film" I say and look at my knuckles.

"I also do all my stunts which is cool but I always end up with my knuckles all messed up or a I have a huge bruise in my back from a kick" I say and read a few more messages. I call it quiets and start editing it so I can post it.