The Adventures of Crush Girls

Entry Six ~Amy

 December 7, 2012

I'm watching home alone right now- or, um, I was- and that reminded me of this kid at my school...

Ready for this?

OK.

You ready?

You sure?

OK..

Her last name is McCallister! BAHAHAHAHAHAHA!

She MUST be related to Kevin.

OK! I want to talk about something else!!!

So, I'm going to be completely honest. I'm in my early teens, and I'm around 140 pounds. I suck in my stomach all the time though, so it isn't quite as noticable. I still feel like crap when I look in the mirror, though...

SO! I am starting an exercise schedule! I've tried to do schedules before, but I lose enthusiasm or end up skipping a few days and losing the schedule all together. So I looked up exercises that help you lose weight and lose curves! WHO WANTS TO SEE MY SCHEDULE! THAT'S RIGHT- YOU DOOO!

Monday: Bicycle maneuver- 50 times each side

Triangle pose- 30 seconds each side

Revolved Abdomen pose- 30 seconds each side

Tuesday: Treadmil- 30 minutes

Sit Ups- 50 times (2 sets of 25)

Push Ups- 50 times (5 sets of 10)

Wednesday: Bicycle maneuver- 50 times each side

Triangle pose- 30 seconds each side

Revolved Abdomen pose- 30 seconds each side

Thursday: Treadmil- 30 minutes

Sit Ups- 50 times (2 sets of 25)

Push Ups- 50 times (5 sets of 10)

Friday: Bicycle maneuver- 50 times each side

Triangle pose- 30 seconds each side

Revolved Abdomen pose- 30 seconds each side

Saturday: Chill. Relax. In other words: Day off.

Sunday: Treadmil- 30 minutes

Sit Ups- 50 times (2 sets of 25)

Push Ups- 50 times (5 sets of 10)

It's quite the schedule, I know. I'm only on my second day so far, so I'll keep y'all updated on my progress. :)

OK, let's get serious. 

Boys.

I don't get them! Nothing has really happened. I mean, guys don't really seem to like me that way. There's nothing wrong with that... I get to avoid heartbreak and that type of drama...

I just start to wonder...

Why?

Why don't guys like me? What is it about me that guys don't find appealing? Is it my weight... 'Cause I'm working on that... Is it just my face? Am I just not the type of girl guys want to date?

What type of girl is that? What is it that guys want me to be! I'm not like other girls, I know that... But is there really not one guy out there who wants someone like me? If there is... I haven't met him, and probably never will...

 OK! So, I just got back from the doctor's office, and she says COUNCILING!

Yayyy?

I'm feeling upset right now. I had commented something on my friend's facebook that was supposed to be jokingly, but I guess it wasn't. But he didn't say anything.