The Adventures of Crush Girls

Entry Five -Vicky

December 7, 2012

I've been getting a bunch of panic attacks lately...yeah...

And the musical theatre class play in Cinderella...I wanna be Cinderella...

But that girl who was mean to Amy wants it too...

But that chickita's got somewhat dark brown hair. Cinderella and I are blonde. I was a perfect Cinderella in fourth grade, and my crush was the perfect Prince. He's still perfect for it now.

This girl is SO DETERMINED that she'll get Cinderella, and not lose 'her spotlight', and her boyfriend'll get the Prince. NUH UH, CHICKITA! She even TOLD ME that she wants to be a step sister more, yet she's STILL going to try out HARD-CORE to be Cinderella! JEEZ YOU SELFISH B&#$@!

My next entry'll be about how much I hate her boyfriend. He also caused me to have a panic attack, that I had to slap myself and and yell at myself to calm down to stop. When I told her, SHE F***ING LAUGHED! JEEZ BITCH! What friend DOES THAT?!

I can bet you that Amy and I will have an entry saying how much we are mad at her for all the stuff she's done.

But here's a sign of my anxiety that happened last week:

November 29, 2012

HAY GIRL HAYYYYYYY!

So yeah. My turn again. Woohoo -__- you're probably all thinking...

Sorry I'm boring and weird. *Smiles like I'm possessed*

SO! What's been happenin:

-I went home sick from school today

-I had a dream that Amy and our other friend put duct tape around the frame of their faces to keep the hair out of their eyes...

Awkward, right?

It was a long dream...but I didn't bother to remember, actually. That's 'cos I have more important things to think about, like when my agonizing stomach ache will just GO AWAY!

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End of that. So yeah....

About 3 hours ago, I got home from the hospital's mental part for teens...it was pretty scary...

Especially the tests they do...it feels like you did something wrong, or you're getting arrested or something...it's so scary...

I've got meds now, so I'm OK I guess...

MHMM! What do you think? Do you think I'm over reacting about this whole...drama thing about the play? I'm a pretty good actress...and a pretty decent singer...but...yeah...

Do you think that she's being annoying? Cuz if you don't then just...live my life. Which I don't recommend...you'll get a bunch of violent, then hyper, then--umm...how do I put this...a bit lusty thoughts? Idk, I'm over exaggerating...OH I MEAN ROMANTIC! Yeah loving and romantic thoughts...then panic attacks which SUCK! Then confusion...then thoughts about death and how people died and mortuary and forensic science...and Deals From The Darkside...and torture/death instruments...

WOAH TOO MUCH INFORMATION! Yeah so that's how my life runs...

OK, I had written SO MUCH MORE on the drama that this chick's causing, but it got deleted. I have no f***ing clue why. Which p***es me off, cuz that took a long time to write.

Alrighty, enough of my madness. Comment what you think please and HELP! :)

V!C+0R!@

(by the way that's supposed to say Victoria in a really cool way xD L. O. L.)