I guess it's Fate

Chapter 21

Elizabeth POV

"What books will be good? I want good quality. I hate when it falls apart and it hasn't even been half a year", I say to Jack as we look at the option of school books. We are in our last year of high school which means a lot of studying and writing. At the moment, we are shopping for school supplies because school starts in a week. Jack and I have spent every day of the holidays together and I loved every minute. Usually, after a few hours with my friends, I get bored but with Jack, it's always amazing. "What do you usually get?", Jack asks me. "I change every year", I answer. "Well, one of my friends bought these books that stayed in perfect condition all year, but you also have to keep it from breaking", he tells me and I nod. Jack's stomach grumbles and I roll my eyes at myself. "I'm so sorry that I'm taking fucking forever. Let's pause and go get lunch", I say to Jack. He shakes his head and tells me to continue.

Finally after an hour, Jack and I have bought all our school supplies. We put everything in his car and walk down the street to get some lunch from a cafe. I order a burger with fries and Jack orders chicken with mash potato, our drink being coca cola. Luckily for Jack, the food comes quickly and he inhales it because his hunger is taking over. "You're such a gentleman", I say with a chuckle. He mumbles something but I don't hear since his mouth is full of food. Jack and I eat in a comfortable silence, just looking at each other. "Are you nervous for our last year?", I ask Jack. He shakes his head as wipes his mouth with a napkin. "Sort of but not really. I'll try my best, that's what I can promise", he says. "I guess you're right", I say with my head down. Our last year of high school means a lot since it determines our future and what options we can take, that is nerve-racking. "Baby, you overthink too much. You'll do great, just don't over work yourself", he says and holds my hand. In moments like these, Jack knows exactly what to say. I have a feeling Jack and I are going to drift apart because this last year of high school means so much to our future so we need to spend more time studying than hanging out. I don't want that but my parents are going to tell me I have to take a break from him if I want to pass school. I'm good at school but I know myself and if I get any distractions then I will do shit. "Babe, I love spending time with you but you know we will have to cut down on our hang outs", I say to Jack which makes him frown. I place my hand on his chin and lift his head up so our eyes meet. He takes my hand and kisses it, making me blush. "I know. I'm going to say it though, the more we are apart, the more I'll want to see you to the point where I'm willing to sneak around", Jack says. I laugh and shake my head. "We can still see each other and maybe even have study days but we can't hang out as much as we do or we will get distracted from school", I tell him. He nods, agreeing with me.

After a beautiful lunch, Jack and I walk back to the car. Jack drives us to our street and luckily there is a parking spot in front of his house. This street is very public and right next to so many cafes, small stores and the park which makes finding a parking spot a nightmare. The whole street reported to the council and told them that some of us don't have driveways so its hard to find a spot. I have a driveway so it's fine for my family but Jack doesn't so sometimes his parents park a street away from their house which pisses them off. Now, the council have put up signs across the street, indicating that the whole street is reserved for the house owners only. Some people listen and some don't but it isn't as bad as it used to be which is fine for everyone.

I get out of the car and grab my school supplies from the backseat of the car. I kiss Jack goodbye and walk across the road to my house. I open the front door and wave to Jack as I walk in so he knows I'm all good. He is such a caring, sweet boyfriend which makes me love him so much more than I do. The little things he does or remembers about me makes me smile and gives me butterflies which is the best feeling. But recently that feeling has turned into a different kind of feeling which is foreign to me but I don't mind it. I don't know how it started but I have been having sexual dreams about Jack which shocked me at first but now I really like it. I haven't told Jack about these new feelings but every time I'm around him I get the urge to kiss him so passionately that he will become so turned on to the point where he will have sex with me somewhere random. I know that sounds crazy for me to say but I don't care. A girl is allowed to feel this way about their boyfriend without being embarrassed. I should tell Jack how I feel but I don't want him to reject me even though I know he wants to have sex as much as I do. I decide to text him to come over so we can talk. If I hold these feeling in any longer, Jack is going to think there is something wrong with him and our relationship because I am acting weird but in conclusion I am just desperate for him. He texts back straight away, telling me he is coming now. 

My bedroom door sightly opens after a few minutes of texting Jack to come over. "Hey baby", he says to me as he sits down on my bed. I walk to him from my desk and sit next to him. "So, you wanted to talk?", he asks, worry clear on his face. "Yes but it's not what you think", I confirm which makes him sigh in relief. "Ok, what's up?", he asks. It's now or never Liz. "Um, so lately I have been feeling a forgein feeling and having dreams that aren't so innocent", I say. Jack looks at me confused, shaking his head, telling me he doesn't understand what I'm trying to say. I was hoping he would click on to what I'm saying so I don't actually have to say 'I am sexually attracted to you and I want to have sex'. I mean that would be simpler but more embarrassing so I'll skip that part of the conversation. "Jack, do you get what I'm saying?", I ask him. He looks at me for a bit then his eyebrows raise and his eyes widen, indicating that he has cracked my code. "You mean you're like... having wet dreams of me and you're... horny for me?", he asks. I nod, blushing like crazy. I wouldn't have put it that way but he's right. "So, what does that mean?", he asks, very interested in my thoughts. "I'm ready", I say to him, biting my bottom lip gently. Jack's eyes trail from my eyes down to my lips and back up to my eyes, his pupils blown out. Without saying anything else, Jack kisses me passionately. He places his hands on my hips and leads me to lay down on my bed. He hovers over me without detatching our lips and adds his tongue to the kiss. We explore every inch of each other's mouths as we make out. Jack trails his lips down to my neck and places his hands under my shirt. His hands slowly trail up and down my stomach and the sides of my body, giving me goosebumps. Jack lifts the hem of my shirt and pauses, looking at me for permission to take it off. I nod in response which makes him smile.

My shirt is thrown off the bed as Jack kisses down my neck and sucks on the exposed skin of my breasts. He reaches behind my back, hesitating to unclasp my bra. I nod once again but this time he doesn't move. "What's wrong?", I ask him worriedly. "Are you sure you want to do this? We can stop now before we take it further", he says to me. I start to think maybe he doesn't want to do anything sexual with me but our make out said otherwise. "Do you not want to do it?", I ask. "Of course I want to, baby. I just want to make sure with you", he says which makes me smile. I rest my hand on his cheek and lean up to kiss him sweetly. "I'm always sure with you", I say and kiss him with force, devouring his lips.