Wasted Whiskies and Crushed Cigarettes | Zarry Stylik | Completed ✓

CHAPTER 15

        They celebrated Zayn's birthday on the dorms terrace with cigarettes, whiskies and weeds. It was not a great party at the nearest club but it was just their 3 friends and the two of them. They called Adam but he is not into alcohols and smokes so he politely denied it. Louis said his parents expect him to be a sensible kid like Adam.

They know everyone in their college knows about their relationship and everyone knows about their depression and other problem. So they thought the others are gonna think their relationship is gonna end soon. But what they don't know is others notice those things that they don't; other people in their college notice how they both heal each other without even knowing.

What they have between them is love? They don't know, but its nothing less than love. Being there for each other, hugging each other whenever they feel like they want to without any hesitation and those little stolen kisses, those hot make-out sessions in their washroom and janitor closets in the middle of history class is everything.

They won't eat if the other person is not there, they won't take their pill if the other didn't take theirs and they can't even fall asleep without cuddling. It's all these little things that make them who they're and the way they care about each other is the most beautiful thing in their relationship. And they say this is not love.

Harry's birthday was not celebrated like they planned because it's Harry's depressive episode. Only around Christmas, their friends got to know about Harry's problem and from then on they were so supportive to him in ways he hasn't even imagined.

First, they'll be as excited as him on his manic episodes and do every crazy thing with him. They will agree with everything he says. Second, they know to leave him alone and not to disturb him on his depressive episodes. Third, they'll act all normal on his normal days and won't bring up his bad days.

For once, he even thought they're gonna get bipolar disorder from him and realised it is not flu to spread through the air. So yeah, that's how he spent his birthday, resting his head on Zayn's lap and trying to sleep while Zayn stroked his hair and talked about everything positive in this life to not let him sink in depression.

Harry would've never thought a person can change someone this much because in the past if it's his depressive episode then he would've behaved like a hungry lion but now he's trying to calm down, only for Zayn.

Only because of him, he's laughing a little harder, crying a little less and smiling a lot more. And he knows the feeling is mutual. They're both trying to change for the best, only for each other and they say this is not love.

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