The Bad Boy's Roomate

Chapter 18 : Mistakes

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Spencers POV

* At the party *

The kiss was unlike anything i have experienced before. It was fiery and passionate. We were both so enchanted by the lust surrounding us that it seemed like nothing else mattered.

I pushed myself up and wrap my legs around Toby's torso. Since we were both only in our swimsuits I could feel his burning skin against mine. He was the dominant one, capturing my lips in his.

Me and Adam have never kissed like this. As much as I have tried denying it there isn't a spark there when we kiss. It seems like more of a chore then something i want to do.

And then it strikes me.

Oh my god, Adam!

I use all my strength to jump off Toby and push him away. It takes me him a second to process what is happening. He immediately looks at me confused but I do the only logical thing at that moment. I run.

Thankfully there were loads of people everywhere so I was able to blend in easily so that Toby couldn't see me. Despite him calling my name several times I didn't turn back.

God what have I done? How could I do that to Adam? All he's done is be there for me and here I am kissing some other guy behind his back. I'm such an idiot!

How am I going to tell him what happened? Do I tell him? I don't even know anymore. As much as I don't want to hide this from him, there is a strong chance he will break up with me if I tell him.

But it was just a mistake, right? Maybe he will understand that I'm just a bit drunk and I didn't process what I was doing. And anyway Toby kissed me first so it isn't my fault really.

But you kissed back my subconscious reminds. Shut up. What am I going to do? I would go and tell the girls but Hanna is already got her own problems with Kate. I'll go and tell Aria.

I spot her standing speaking to someone I'm not familiar with and I ask to speak to her privately. I just really hope that she doesn't judge me for doing what I did.

"Spence what is wrong?" Aria asks when she senses my discomfort.

I take a deep breath. "Aria I just did something so wrong."

"What did you do?" She asks and I look around making sure no one is able to hear.

"I kissed Toby." I whisper in her ear and her eyes widen. "I know I'm such a bad girlfriend and it was a mistake. I don't know what to do I mean do I tell Adam or do I-." I begin but she cuts me off.

"Spencer relax. You didn't mean it and it's not your fault. Everyone gets caught in the moment sometimes." She reassures and I sigh.

"Adam is going to be so hurt. He's done nothing but be amazing to me and this is how I repay him." I state.

"I mean it's up to you if you want to tell him or not. But Spencer do you think there's a part of you that has feelings for Toby?" Aria says cautiously.

I shake my head. "No way. We are constantly fighting and I hate him. I don't even know why I kissed him in the first place. We were both drunk so that's probably why."

"Okay, well I think it's really your decision whether you want to tell Adam. But you need to go and tell Toby it meant nothing. The last thing you want is him going and telling Adam." She warns and I nod.

"I should get going then. I've got to find Toby and then I'll decide what to do about Adam." I explained.

"Okay don't stress though. Everything will be fine." Aria says before giving me a hug.