Savage Desire

love at first sight

Do I even believe in love? I don't know. As far as am concerned none of the men around me interest me.

Or is this the way the universe is trying to show me that am gay. Oh no!  Am definitely going to look for a boyfriend now.

Nowhere in hell  am I  going to date my fellow girl.

I work as a secretary at a newspaper publishing company. To say that I hate the job is an understatement. I despise it handsomely.

They said I was cursed. Maybe by the moon goddess or by my own parents. But I never cared.

All said that I was never gifted a mate so I was bound to live alone forever. But who are they to chose whether I live happily or not.

So I decided to leave my pack after six years of searching for my mate. But today....am going to let my guard down.

Fuck my mom....my dad....my sister... and all them fuckers who let me go.

I have cried more times than I can remember but nothing feels better after that.

It's all the same. Starting with the loneliness.

Someone snapping their fingers in front of me brings me back to reality.

"Earth to Roy" I smile at the one friend I can't lose. Rose. Did I mention her earlier.

You dumbass. Am truly worthless. Forgetting the only person who has been by my side.

"So should I approach the man seductively or should I pretend....."

"Really Roy....c'mon get your stupid ass over that table.

I look at the men over. Around six. But I know my target. Too handsome for his own good.

Actually am at a bar. To cut it short....am trying to get myself a man.

I get up and stagger a bit due to the alcohol.

Almost as if we share a minute of our own, the man turns to look at me.

I make my way towards him and plop myself beside him at the couch.

Sure he is a werewolf from the power radiating off him.

I can't say anything.,..can't even think. Maybe I just turned dumb.

"What is a beautiful lady like you doing at a place like this?" The man asks.

I want to answer so badly but I can't speak.

"Looking for life. No...scratch that. Looking for a reason to live"

I try to make myself look sexy but I know I only look ridiculous.

He chuckles and looks at his friends before speaking again.

"Ozra will surely kill us if he finds her here" one of them says.

To say that did not affect me will be lying. I would be running right now if I wasn't too drunk.

I am sooooo doomed.

"You mean Ozra....the....king" I slurr at my words but am sure I send my message.

"Yes. The king"the man gives me a wierd smile. I can't believe five minutes ago I saw he was handsome.

Fuck. Am I turning into a tiny whore. Is this my curse.

If this was the Ozra I heard of then I have to fly out of here.

Nothing good came out of that man. Pure evil my dear.

Even though I am always kind...this time....I have to say that he is a dark cloud.

And I haven't even met him yet. At least I have time to run. Poor souls had to die at his hands.

Legend says that he licks the blood off his hands after killing you. Perfect murder.

I make a stand to leave and straighten out my dress. Too short and slutty. I can't believe I wore this. Damn you Rose.

I make it to five steps away before I stumble but someone catches me.

"Thank you" but I stay there feeling things I thought I will never be able to feel.

The tingles from his touch. The minty scent he was oozing. And I had not even seen his face yet.

Mate.

I love him already. Ooouuuww. Is this what they call love at first sight?

But I haven't even seen him yet. Oops. Earth to Roy.

I look up to his face and I almost lose myself. Pure perfection. I close my eyes and I let a lone tear fall from each side.

I pull my arm away despite my reluctance. Those brown eyes starring at me.

I want to shout to him...mate... But the men at the table beat me to it.

"King Ozra" they say as they all bow their heads.

Fuck. I am cursed. Him. Of all people I just had to get him.

I stumble backwards trying to make my way out of here. I am terrified of this man.

He growls out loud but I ignore it and move another step back.

Now I wish I didn't get a mate. This one will surely skin me alive.

"Felix" Ozra calls out to the man I was talking to earlier and he placed an arm on my shoulder.

I look at him with pleading eyes....call it desperate eyes and he pressed down.

I could see black dots forming in my vision as I looked back at Ozra one last time.

"Mate" I said before I blacked out.