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Undefined || Min Yoongi

It was almost 3AM, but still, Ahn Seongmi could not sleep. Tears fell from her eyes, down to her cheek and on to the pillow. She shifted, turning around on the bed until she came face to face with the source if her distress.

Yoongi layed there sleeping, looking so peaceful and innocent. She reached out to touch his cheek, but stopped before she made contact with his skin. She knew that her resolve would break if she touched him.

For a while now, she and Yoongi had this "arrangement". Whenever he wasn't busy or wasn't on tour, he would call her. They would hang out and chill, and more often than not, it would lead to her sleeping in his bed.

It seemed like the perfect deal. It was like dating but without the commitment and responsibilities. They both enjoyed each other's company, so it would make sense that they get together, but Yoongi didn't have time for a girlfriend so instead they settled on their arrangement.

But then Seongmi started to develop feelings for him.

Well, if she was being honest, she already had feelings for him before they even got into their current situation. They were friends before, having met through Taehyung who was her childhood friend. Her prior feelings were part of the reason why she agreed in the first place.

When they first began their dalliance, she told herself that she shouldn't expect anything, and for the first few months, it was amazing. Yoongi treated her right. All of their "dates" were fun, and they were super compatible. Not to mention that the sex was amazing. Moreover, Yoongi never called what they had a "fling", or a "hookup", even though deep down, Seongmi knew that that was what it was.

But then came the times where Yoongi was on tour. Seongmi would lay in bed at night, missing him as she imagined what he could be doing.

Is he thinking about me?

Is he missing me too?

Is he with someone else?

When he was with her, it felt like a sunny day, but as soon as he leaves, the clouds of doubt start rolling in.

She didn't know where she stood with him, and it drove her crazy.

She couldn't take it anymore.

She moved slowly, pushing the covers off of her. She then tried to get up, but suddenly, an arm wrapped around her waist.

"Where are you going?" Yoongi mumbled sleepily. He pulled her closer to him. "Come back here."

Seongmi melted into his embrace.

It felt right being in his arms.

But then she shook the thoughts out of her head. She had to be strong. If she stayed, she was only going to end up hurt.

She moved his arm, making the rapper's eyes snap open. Seongmi hurriedly got up, grabbing her clothes from the floor where they were carelessly discarded the night before. Yoongi watched her in confusion as she got dressed. He didn't know what was happening, and he couldn't decipher her facial expression because her back was turned to him.

Still not facing him, Seongmi let out a small whisper.

"I can't do this anymore."

"What are you talking about?" Yoongi asked, now fully awake. As he sat up, Seongmi finally turned to face him.

"This. Us." She replied, angrily wiping her tears away. "Whatever this is."

She wasn't angry at him. She was angry at herself for getting herself in that position. She turned away again, putting on her shirt, gathering her things from the nightstand, and putting them in her bag.

Finally snapping out of his confused daze, Yoongi stood up. He reached out and grabbed her arm, making Seongmi look at him.

"Are you breaking up with me?"

Seongmi shook off his hand, refusing to meet his gaze.

"How can I break up with you? I'm not your girlfriend."

"You're not?"

Seongmi's eyes snapped up in surprise, meeting Yoongi's brown ones.

"What?" She blurted.

"Do you think that this is just for fun?" Yoongi asked. "Do you think that I'm-" he frustratedly stammered, "-I'm just using you for sex?"

Seongmi's heart broke upon seeing Yoongi's hurt expression.

"I didn't say that." She replied weakly. "It's not like you forced me. I agreed to this. I agreed to be your fling."

"Is that what this is to you?"

"No!" Seongmi exclaimed, her emotions bursting out of her. "That's why I can't do this anymore!"

She looked Yoongi straight in the eyes, telling him the secret that she had been keeping for a while.

"I'm in love with you, Min Yoongi."

There was silence in the air as her words sunk in. Then, a small, gummy smile appeared on Yoongi's face.

"I love you too."

"W-what?" Seongmi stuttered. Yoongi held both of her hands in his own.

"This isn't just a casual thing for me." He said firmly. Seongmi's heart stopped.

Was she dreaming, did Yoongi really say that?

"I've always just assumed that you knew how I feel about you." He continued. "I'm sorry, I should have made it clearer.

"When I ask you to hang out, it's because I miss you and I want to spend time with you, and when I ask you to spend the night, it's because I want to show you how I feel about you.

"I want to make it clear that it's just you for me." He finished. "I want you to be with me."

Seongmi held her breath, waiting to hear Yoongi's next words.

"I want you to be my girlfriend." He said. "What do you say?"

Instead of answering, Seongmi moved closer to him and pressed her lips on his. Yoongi smiled into their kiss. After a while, the two broke apart.

"So, jagi, how about we go back to sleep, hm?" Yoongi chuckled. Seongmi laughed with him, nodding as she let him pull her back into the bed.