Book 1. Finding A Way.

Moments of bewilderment

Wednesday night 22.

Every breath that you take

Any sound that you make

Is a whisper to my ear

I could give you all my life just for one kiss

I would surely die

If you dismiss me from

-Knock Knock Knock!

-Bloody hell, hissed the singer making a wrong note. Who is it?

-It's me Freddie, Andreas. Can I enter?

The singer bit his lips because he hated being interrupted when he played the piano; his man had been gone for three days and he had ignored his warning. When he didn't spend his mornings alone replaying his songs he hungs around with his friends until no time in bars and strip clubs. Under the influence of alcohol he always told stories about Jim as he had know him forever, all because he felt lacking.

-You can come dear, he finally replied.

Andreas pushed the door and joined Freddie, he had a neutral face but he has serious things to entrust to the rockstar.

-Sorry to land out of the blue, he said first.

-Don't worry I used too...what do you want?

-Talking to you about last night, you made great fuss.

-I'm a showman darling moved crowds is my thing, answered Freddie proudly.

The German shook his head not findind that funny as a reaction.

-Freddie Der Haussegen hüngt schief.

-English please, huffed his interlocutor a bit piss off.

-Things started to chatting at the bar yesterday; you talk too much about your new boyfriend.

-His name is Jim and how is this a problem?

Andreas put a hand on the piano and stared at the rockstar. He knew the discussion was going to go wrong but he had to do it or no one would.

-I heard a lot of men talking behind your back, they were talking about Jim and not on good terms, he started calmly.

-It's typical dear, they know their luck is gone so they take revenge with words.

-Freddie they trying to find out who this guy is, you shouldn't bring him to bars when he comes to Munich.

The singer thought he had misheard and get up from his bench then frowned at his friend.

-What did you say? You just ask me to leave him aside, repeated Freddie raising an eyebrown.

-It would be better, or avoid the places you frequent often, continued Andreas avoiding to say "yes" directly.

-You don't believe me capable of protecting him from other?

-Freddie did you think for a second about Winnie? What do you think he would say if he saw him in your arms?

This question resonate badly in the rockstar's head and he bit his lips again. Andreas had scored a point, anyone could tell his ex about his relationship with Jim and that would risk making scenes he preferred to avoid.

-He doesn't need to know, he mumbled turning his head.

-Imagine it happens. I know Winnie got you right but you know perfectly well what happend when two contenders fight for the same person, insisted the German.