Book 1. Finding A Way.

Another failed romance

A/N: Chapter dedicated to all those who allowed me to reach 100 votes, I thank you all.

Disclamer: drug mentioned.

Monday 10 june.

-Goodbye darling, don't worry I'll be back tonight.

Freddie kissed Jim's head lightly and slip quietly out of the bed. It was not even 8 a.m yet but he had something important to do, he hadn't told his man about the many phone calls Winnie had made to him when they were in London and so obviously he hadn't told him today he was going to take a ride with him out of Munich. Freddie put a piece of paper on the bedside table intended for Jim then went to dress discretly out of the room; just before leaving he went to warn Peter who was dozing on the sofa.

-Take good care of my man darling, he said sensitively.

-Don't worry about it, go ahead.

At Winnie's flat.

-Hallo mein Hengst! I was getting impatient, exclamed the German.

-Hi dear, responded the singer without smiling. Are you ready for this little...trip?

-Do you want to go now? At least come have a coffee at home.

-No thanks, earlier we'll be gone sooner we'll be back, he insisted.

-Fine...as you wish.

It was the driver that Freddie had hired who drove them to their destination, they were both opted for Lake Tegernsee because it was there they spent most of their summer in love and the fresh air was more breathable there then in the city.

-Do you remember the first time we came here, asked Winnie. It was even nicer than today.

-I will never be able to forget it, we had spent more time kissing than walking around the lake, giggled the rockstar.

-Ha you were in a romantic mood, I had never know someone so passionate, added the German softly.

-You know I like to pamper the ones I loves and our relationship was strong at that time.

Throughout the morning they forgot why they had come here, they spent their time walking around and discuss the happy days they were together. Freddie wasn't nostalgic however it is not as if they hadn't seen each other for 20 years; and then he wasn't going to be taken to the game "hey do you remember how happy we were let's go back together".

-So tell me my beautiful stallion what are you doing now? We haven't been able to really speak after the recent events.

-For the umpteenth time stop calling me like that, he sighed shooking his head. I think we could say it's okay, I'm rebuilding my life step by step.

-You know I'm still waiting for your return, said Winnie putting one hand on his shoulder. A lot of guys ask me when our couple is going to be reformed.

Why was it so predictable that Winnie would bring this up? Did he still not understand or was he just doing it on purpose? It was probably both at the same time and Freddie gently pushed his hand away then invites him to sit on the grass.

-I made it clear to you that I no longer feel anything for you, why are you persisting?

-I remind you that you tried to come back to me and that nothing proves that we are separated, Winnie retorted in response. It is not because you no longer wear the wedding ring I gave you that you no longer feel anything for me.