Discovering myself (18+)

7. On his face

We walked side by side on the way to our building, his arm just brushes mine from time to time. He doesn't try to put his arm around me or take my hand as I wish him to. When he is this close, I crave him to be closer, to touch me. He doesn't seem the kind of guy who shows public affection, or even who enjoys holding someone's hand.

"So;" Andrew breaks the silence. "The guys you were with tonight are your classmates?"

"Hum yeah, they are in some of my classes, and your girl?"

"She is not my girl; I was just talking to her because your brother was interested in her friend."

"Oh, so you used the good friend's excuse card for tonight?"

"What do you mean?" He said opening the front door of our building and letting me go inside. The pub is even closer to our place than the campus is. We have arrived in five minutes.

"I mean, you flirted with the girl because you wanted to flirt with her. And you look like someone that is always flirting, so there is no need to use any excuses." I said going inside the elevator and holding the door for him, who is moving slowly watching me amused with his bottom lip between his teeth.

"So, what about you, what is your excuse?" He asked, caging me against the elevator wall, with one hand on each side of my head and his face facing mine amused.

"What do you mean?" I said breathless, his scent is getting me addicted and tizzy at the same time. He is so close to me I can feel the heat from his body.

"Your friend, with who you were flirting. You shouldn't let him think he has a chance with you!" I stare at him trying to take him seriously. It is difficult to focus when he is so close to me.

"And what makes you think he doesn't? He is an interesting guy, I had fun with him tonight." The elevator arrives on our floor, but Andrew keeps me caged, he is now glaring at me, his sexual demeanor has changed to an angry one.

"You wouldn't dare. Your brother was already furious tonight, I will have to tell him the guy asked your number and you gave it to him."

"Are you fucking kidding me?" I screamed, pushing him to the side to be able to get out of the elevator. "You think I'm a kid? Who you will threaten to tell things to her brother?" I start to open my door now; I'm fucking furious with him. "I'm a free woman, I'm single, and I will enjoy my life in the way I want, and is not you or my brother who will stop me," I screamed at him and then hit my door on his face.

Arriving in my room, I look at myself in the mirror, I am fuming red. I know I had some drinks tonight, but even when I'm sober my body reacts excessively to anything Andrew does. I feel every time I'm around him I'm angry or aroused.

I just take a quick shower and go directly to bed. It is already one am and I have classes tomorrow morning.

The next day passes painfully slow. I was feeling so tired, I couldn't think, it was impossible to concentrate on any of my afternoon classes. 

I felt relieved of arriving home and hearing my keys opening the door. Entering the apartment, I find Dani standing close to the entrance with a big grin on her face. She has the exact same expression as a five-year-old girl who is waiting for Santa.

"Oh, you just missed something incredible! A whole scene," she tells me cheering me with a hug and then clapping her hands.

"What?" I ask going in the direction of the couch, I need to sit down, for my legs' sake.

"So, I was at home and when I heard some voices on the hall earlier, I decided, you know for public security, to check who was talking." Yeah public security alright, then she continues. "It was Andrew and a girl, looks like she succeeds to enter the building just after him without him seeing her like she was following him, that is already weird and desperate right?"

"Yeah, but we never know, maybe the guy stole something from her, and she just wanted it back!" I said almost screaming indignation; "He looks exactly this type of guy."  I should know, he did it to me.

"No! In fact, he slept with her, and then right after he slept with her roommate."

"Wow, that looks like him too."

"But that's not the best part." She said, now speaking slowly to give emotion to her story.

"The best part is she is desperate to sleep with him again, even after he slept with her roommate, she is so desperate that she offers to do basically anything even propose a threesome with her roommate!"

I was speechless, what makes a girl so desperate? C'mon, there are so many guys available. I keep watching her, waiting in case she would deliver more information.

"Don't you see it Kels? The guy is fucking good in bed! He has a golden dick! Kels you have to sleep with him!" She says while moving her arms in excitement, you would say she has just discovered a gold mine, but no, it was a golden dick.

"Whaaat? Have you completely lost your mind? Haven't you heard the whole story? He slept with her roommate just after he had slept with her."

"Kels that is not the point! Firstly, you know I would never do that to you, I'm not even interested in the guy. The important thing is everything he can do and show you; you own that to your vagina after four years of bad sex. You must discover what is out there, the best of it. And for what I heard today this guy can provide you just that!" She affirms pointing to the door.

"Are you serious?" I can't believe she is proposing to me to sleep with him. I know it makes sense in her crazy way of thinking and I have to admit I'm very, very attracted to him. To add to it, the streets are now saying he is really good in bed. However, I still don't know, I'm not sure it would be a smart choice. I want at least to sleep with someone who respects me, he doesn't seem to be this someone.

"Kels, you said the other day you want to have a fling, right? That you don't want to be in a relationship. You meant it?"

"Yes, I did." It's true I'm not wanting to be exclusive with anyone, especially not to have a serious boyfriend, someone I should give my full attention to.

"So, be a smart girl, instead of letting him use you, you will use him! Or for both sakes, you use each other!" After a little pause, she continues.

"He is clearly interested in you Kels, just keep in your mind you can't ever be attached to him, but that he will provide you a lot of pleasure." She continued, and I'm trying to follow her line of thinking.

"When you will be tired of him or about the situation, you can go and date other guys. It's a good deal, you will just have to knock next door to have mind-blowing sex."

Dani and I have always discussed everything, it includes our sex life. She was always frustrated about mine though, saying I could and should have so much more. I, on the other side, couldn't deny I have envy of hers sometimes. I felt sexually frustrated, I wanted to try other things, to feel sexy. Brandon never provided me that, it was not his fault maybe we just didn't have chemistry in bed. It is just, it kills my mood each time he called me princess and I felt like a little girl instead of the sexy woman I would like to feel in bed.

"Because let's face it Kels, Brandon is a good guy, but he had shown you nothing in bed, and is already time for you to experience it."

She is right, I should take this opportunity, and from the look on his face yesterday I would think he is also interested in sleeping with me.

Let's face it, I really want to.

Well, I guess I  just set my mind on having sex with mister golden dick.

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