Discovering myself (18+)

15. On his mercy

He keeps smiling at me, does he discern the frustration in my eyes? I desire him so, so badly! And now he is nearer me, making it worst.

He is probably stronger than me, right? With all his muscles he has to be stronger. Would I have a chance if I try to attach him to the bed and have my way with him?

Everything about him is so sexy, even his hair. How can hair be sexy?

I'm not sure how this 'no touching thing' should work. Is it just him not touching me? I'm I allowed to touch him? We could just fuck and end with it, it should be easier, no? Like that we would get ourselves out of each other system. Should I propose we do it? Is he waiting for me to beg? I hope not.

He seems to have set his mind on this 'no touching thing'. I can't understand why though. I notice in his eyes; he wants to touch me almost as badly as I want.

He smiles kindly at me

"What are you thinking?"

"Honestly?" I ask biting my lip.

"Yeah, if we are going to do this, we have to be honest with each other."

"Why can't we touch each other and just fuck at once, and get over with it?"

Ops I shouldn't let it get out like such. I shouldn't have been so keen. As always, I'm an impulsive speaker, not thinking about what I will say before saying it. I should have refined a little more.

He smiles even bigger now

"I told you already," he said taking the vibrator from me with his left hand.

"I'm willing to do a lot of things with you Kelsey. There are so many things I want to try." I watch him confused.

"I'm a businessman, I know exactly until what point I have to go to let you want for more. I can't give you all at one time. That's why I proposed the no strings attached relationship. Trust me, we both will enjoy it;" he said smirking.

"And I'm always up for a challenge." He completes winking.

He wants to do a lot of things with me. What things? It is not always the same thing? You know, me and him doing it, we can maybe variate positions, but there are not too many variables in this equation, isn't it?

And what challenge?

"So, can I start?" He asks and I nod my head, is something he does to me, I keep missing my words when I'm with him, my entire body is creepy, simply with his presence on my side.

"Great," he smiles mischievously scanning my body one more time.

He stops his eyes on my lower part, sucking the air.

"You are so wet Kelsey; I just hope it is for me and not for your toy."

Oh, it is for you alright! So, tell me why waste it? I can't say it, though. He doesn't wait for any response.

"I will start from the beginning."

I look confused while watching him pass the vibrator to his right hand touching my left nipple with it. It stills vibrating from before.

A small 'ah' escapes my lips. He turns it slowly around my nipple after turning around my entire chest. It is an erotic massage, my breasts are sensible from before, with the vibration I can feel my nerves reacting and spreading electricity to my lower parts.

If I was wet before, I'm a pool now.

He does the same to my right boob, then he presses the vibrator against my nipple bud putting a little pressure on it. I stretch my back.