I dont know anymore

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Elena POV
After I posted the picture my dad came into my room. "Put it on" he said. I did after I just laid on my bed and started to cry. "What's wrong." My dad asked. I just ignored him I got up and grabbed my crutches and walked downstairs I saw Payton he looked at me then looked away quickly I just walked out the door I walked around for a while until I saw a boy and he looked like he was crying so I sat next to him. "You ok"I asked. "No" he said. "Me too I'm Elena" I said. "I'm jackson felt." He said. "Well here's my number" I said. I gave him my number and got up but he grabbed my arm and pulled me into a hug I hugged him back. After I heard a honk I pulled out of the hug to see all the boys. "Well I gotta go but bye" I said. "Bye" he said. I got into the car the only one who wasn't there was Payton I just sat there and looked out the window. "So who's that"josh asked. I ignored him. "Answer him" Jaden said. I ignored him. "Are you ok" Anthony said. "GODDANMIT CANT YOU GUYS JUST LEAVE ME ALONE CLEARLY IM NOT OK I CANT DANCE AND THE BOY I LIKE DOESNT LIKE ME BACK SO LEAVE ME ALONE." I yelled. We got home and I went to my room and locked it and threw my crutches at my mirror it broke the mirror there was glass all over the floor. "GODDANMIT STUPID MIRROR." I yelled. I grabbed my crutches carefully then I walked downstairs and grabbed the broom as I was walking up the stairs trying not to fall Blake thought it would be funny to push me down the stairs I fell I hit my head pretty hard. "YOU STUPID BOY CANT YOU SEE I CANT WALK" i yelled. "Sorry jeez the doctor was right you need a therapist for your anger issues." Blake said. "SHUT UP" I said annoyed. "Aww what is the crippled girl going to do" Blake said. I got up and grabbed my crutches and started chasing Blake around the house then my dad stopped me. "Your going to get hurt." He said. "You know I don't care anymore tell your stupid friend to not push me down the stairs again." I said I grabbed the broom and walked to my room and locked the door I started cleaning the glass up and I was blasting music but when that one song had to come I just stopped and started singing.
Everybody's laughing in my world rumors spreading about this other girl do you do what you did what you do with me does she love you the way I can did you forget the plans that you made with me cause baby I didn't that should be me holding your hand that should be me making you laugh that should be me this is so sad that should be me that should be me that should be me feeling your k-kiss.
I couldn't finish the song I started breaking down and crying. "Ugh why is it so hard to find love ugh fuck Tayler fuck Payton fuck every boy I fell in love with no more love ok new start new me." I said. I decided to change.

After that I decided I would draw it wouldn't turn out good probably because I haven't drawn in a long time

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After that I decided I would draw it wouldn't turn out good probably because I haven't drawn in a long time.

I didn't think it looked good so I decided to throw it out I grabbed my crutches and walked downstairs to we're all the boys I walked to the kitchen but before I could throw it out Noah grabbed it

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I didn't think it looked good so I decided to throw it out I grabbed my crutches and walked downstairs to we're all the boys I walked to the kitchen but before I could throw it out Noah grabbed it. "Woah what is this." He asked. "Nothing give it back." I said. "Hey your none of these" he said. "Yeah whatever now give it back." I said then he showed the rest of the boys. "This is why I don't tell you things because you guys think it's ok to just take my things without asking." I said. I grabbed the drawing crumpled it up and threw it out after I walked to my room and changed I was gonna go see Jackson. I decided I would bring him to the beach so I put a bathing suit on too

 I decided I would bring him to the beach so I put a bathing suit on too

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