i was so so sad. sad every day, if i had everything, i wouldn't be so sad but i have nothing. all i have is me, and i don't even like me. i hate being so sad. i can't stop it. the sadness had altered my mind, and i couldn't even think straight was it even sadness anymore? sadness had never hurt that much. i had nothing.
now i have everything, and sometimes i am so happy, bursting and overfilled with joy and excitement for the life that i have. i think i love myself now. but sometimes i am still so sad what a cliche but having everything means nothing, when all i feel is lonely even when i have so many people for me i don't know why. and all i want to do is dig into my knees and cry.
- i have everything and it feels like nothing
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