my life was better

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broken days and
endless time
passes by, 
shooting up 
all those shots of wine.
lonely nights drinking up 
empty glasses and cups 
until i couldn't take it.

parts of me 
i never thought could bleed
are bleeding.
and not a single moment goes by
where you don't come into my mind,
i've considered leaving but then
my heart couldn't bear to think about
yours that was on that line. 

say what you want,
but we both know 
my life was better with you in it. 

dark rooms, 
don't need a flashlight,
the tears- they run every few minutes, 
its been a long time,
but i still can't get over the crying,
because i thought you were
always going to be there, 
not on the other side. 

i'm sick of calling in sick every day,
wanted to skip the worst part of this pain,
but you still live in my mind,
my heart,
and you've single handedly shattered my soul.

say what you want.
tell me its fine.
give me your false hope.
but we both know 
my life was better with you in it.

but we both know my life was better with you in it

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