i only remember what i want to.
which is why so far,
i've forgotten almost the paint-splattered
memories i've had with you.
there's still one that clearly shines through in my mind-
a moment of innocence, something so delicate and fragile,
that remains unbreakable.
and i want to destroy it so i try with all my might-
but it doesn't go away.
- maybe i don't want to forget you.