i hide from my feelings because i don't know how to face them. i told myself i didn't love you because the truth was so gut-wrenching. now i'm all alone sitting on the hardwood floor, wondering where the hell did everything go wrong?
i hate that i love you, but loving you makes me want to, stop hating that everything else was a lie. i hate that i love you, so i leave you, don't speak to you, because i know that you have bigger things in mind. don't worry i always knew that your dreams don't include mine.
i miss you i wait for your name to pop up on my phone, but it never does and when it does, i hate that i always respond, because darling i just couldn't leave you behind. now i'm all alone, drunk in someone else's bathtub, thinking when the fuck did everything go wrong.
i hate that i love you but loving you makes me want to fight even if it's just for another day. i hate that i love you, so i lie to you, i lie to them, because i told myself it helps me find some peace in mind.
i hate that i love you, but loving you makes me want to stay alive, even though we all just die. i hate that i love you, but you're the only one that could make me everything in the world and also butterflies, but you're the reason why i have to say goodbye.
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