Self Destruction Is Such A Pretty Little Thing

Chapter 18

-------Ben's P.O.V---------
It's been three weeks since the incident happened with Annabelle and we had three weeks left until we go back on tour. I didn't wanna leave Annabelle, she hadn't thought about doing anything silly or anything to harm herself at all. We had all stuck too our word about protecting her, but how will she cope with only Jessica there for her, I mean we will be there for her just not physically.

I wanted to spend a whole day with her, just me and Annabelle no one else. I wanted to show her I did actually care about her. I had everything planned out.

"Ready Annabelle?" I screamed up the stairs.

"Yeah!" She replied and made her way downstairs. Once she was standing infront of me, I grabbed Her hand and led her out of the door.

She said that she needed some more clothes so I took her out to buy her some. She objected at the thought of my Paying but I manage to convince her.

"What's in that bag?" She asked me, pointing to be bag I had in my hand. "We didn't shop there"

"It's a present for my mum!" Ha was it fuck.

"Oh" was all she said and then we continued our shopping.

----(skip till 7:30) Annabelle's P.O.V-----

I made my way to mine and Ben's bed room and found a light blue box with a dark blue ribbon in the top and a note, the not said
'Put this on and do whatever else you want to do like make up and hair (even though you don't need make up because you are beautiful without it)'

I smiled and opened the box, inside was a light blue dress, with one strap. It was truly amazing, but I didn't wear dresses it wasn't my thing. I guess I will wear it if Ben wants me to.

After putting on the dress and doing my hair and make up, I was ready. I made my way downstairs to see Ben waiting for me with some flowers. This was unreal, and just when I thought things couldn't get any better he grabbed my hand and led me outside. There was a limo waiting.. A limo?!? I've never been in one. Wow!

"Ben, where are we going?" I asked once we was inside the limo.

"Just wait and see!" he said with the same smile that made my heart melt. After about a 15 minute ride, he limo finally stopped. I went to stand up but Ben forced me to sit back down. I gave him a questioning look before a dark piece of material covered my eyes.

"Ben?" I asked in a panic, I felt someone gently grab my hand and lead me out of the limo.

"Ok be careful because there is a step here!" Ben informed me. We carried on walking for a couple of seconds before finally coming to a stop. I felt the material around my eyes lightly fall and the sight I saw was beautiful. There was a small table with two chairs, a candle and a small vase with a single rose inside. I look at Ben.

"Did you put all this together?" I asked in amazement. He just nodded and pressed his lips to mine.

"Come on" he said, whilst leading me over to the table.

----1 hour later-----

"And I've liked the colour blue ever since" I said before picking up my glass of wine and taking a sip.

"I have to admit, blue is a fucking awesome colour!"

"No duh!" We both just gave a small laugh before Ben looked into my eyes.

"You are actually gorgeous, don't let anyone tell u different" being the shy girl I was, I blushed and looked down at the ground. I felt fingertips under my chin and lift my head up. Ben leaned in and this time I met him half way, our lips moved in sync. I always get butterflies every time me and Ben share a kiss, I wish I could say why but I can't, it was something special. I don't want this to end.

Ben carried me through the door by my waist.

"Ben put me down!" I giggled.

"Nah I'm good" he said, I could sense that his smirk was placed on his face. Still holding my, he closed the door and carried me up to the bedroom. Once we were there he placed me down onto the bed and climbed on top of me. I had a feeling I knew what this has going to lead to, but was I ready? He sat up and remove his jacket but quickly continued kissing me. I had to pull away because I needed air, his kisses trailed from my lips, down to my neck. While he was doing that I started fumbling with the buttons of his shirt.

Our clothes ended up in a pile on the floor, the only thing separating us was his boxers. His skin was soft and warm. He looked at me.

"Are you sure you want to do this?" I sighed and then nodded. I had to lose it one day and why not let Ben be my first?. He removed the last piece of clothing.

Moans filled the room. This felt so right . At first it was painful but then it turned to pleasure and that's what the night was. A night full of bliss and pleasure.

Heheh here's the next chapter :)<3