----(The day before the boys come back from tour) Ben's P.O.V-----
We were all packing to go home tomorrow. We get another two months break. Mainly to work on our third album. We need to finish writing the rest of the songs, then hopefully go into the studio to record them. I was mostly excited to go and see Annabelle. It was better when the seven of us where together, I mean I loved being with the boys but having the girls there made it more....how could I put this...less boring? Sure there was drama but everyone has drama don't they? Of course they do.
"Ben have you seen my shampoo?" Sam asked. What the fuck?!
"Have you checked the shower Sam?" I replied with sarcasm in my voice.
"Oh yeah! Be right back!" I shook my head and carried on placing my clothes in my suitcase.
"Ooooo who lives in a pineapple under the sea!" Danny screamed/sang.
"SPONGEBOB SQUARE PANTS!" Me and James yelled
"Absorbant and yellow and porous is he!"
"SPONGEBOB SQUARE PANTS" Sam and Cameron screamed from where ever they were.
"What a fucked up bunch we are" Danny added with laughter. This always happens at the end of a tour. We start singing a random theme tune that Danny starts. Last tour it was a show called TopCat and now SpongeBob SquarePants. I dread what the next song is going to be.
------Annabelle's P.OV------
Me and Jessica thought it would be a good idea to give our house a good clean as the boys are coming back tomorrow and we would probably in the house that they have. I was so excited to see them, but I wasn't as excited as when they flew us out to see them. I'm sure Jessica couldn't wait to see Danny, after all he was the father of the baby. I cleaned upstairs, whilst Jessica cleaned down.
I was in the middle of cleaning my chest of draws when I cam across a picture. I picked it up and tears welled in my eyes. It was a picture of me, my mum and my dad. I remembered that day so well.
~flashback~
"Don't spin her too much" My mum said whilst laughing. As my dad was spinning me by my arms.We was in my back garden. It was a nice summers day, my aunty and my three uncles where there. My dad decided it would be good to invite them round for a barbecue.
"Don't worry I've got her!" My dad yelled as he was still spinning me. I shouted stop in-between giggles. He finally stopped spinning me and held my till my vision was back to normal. He then went over to my mum and kissed her on the cheek.
"Eww that's dirty" I giggled. My dad raised his eyebrow with a smirk.
"No it's not, you will do this one day when you find someone" I crossed my arms and started shaking my head.
"No I won't. I'm too ugly daddy"
"What did you say!" He asked, sounding serious.
"I said I'm too ugly" my dad marched over to me and picked me up.
"No you are not! You are the most beautiful girl I have ever layed eyes on, well so is your mum but Annabelle how could you think you are ugly?"
"A girl at school said I was" I admitted.
"And you believed them?" I nodded my head.
"Annabelle lease don't ever think you are ugly" my mum said, coming from behind my dad and looking at me.
"Trust me hunny you are anything but ugly, and I want you to always remember that. We love you so much Annabelle. Your our little angel!" My dad told me. That put a smile on my face
"I love you both too" I said as my dad pulled me and my mum into a right hug.
"Aww look at that, you guys need a photo" my aunt Hannah said, whilst pulling out her camera.
"Hang on!" My dad said. He placed me on the ground, so I was sitting with my legs crossed. My mum and dad both bent down behind me, my mums left hand was placed on my left shoulder and my dad's right hand was placed on my right shoulder.
"Say cheese" Hannah said. We all said cheese and the picture was taken. After it was taken, my dad generally pushed me so I was flat on my back, my mum and dad tickled me. Giggles and screams erupted from me.
~End of flashback~
A smile formed on my face as I looked down at the picture, then a splash of wet landed on the picture. I reached up and put my hand on my cheek. I was crying and I didn't even realise. I quickly wiped my tears and carried on cleaning. I missed the, so much. The pain I felt every time I thought of them was an undescribable pain. I wish that I could hear them say that they loved me in person, I wish I could have their hugs when I was down. I wish that I could just click my fingers and they would come back to me. But none of that could happen. They were gone. And I was never gonna get them back. When they had died, it was hard to except the fact that they would be gone forever, it still is hard. There was not a day that went by that I didn't think of them. Then it hit me, I hadn't visited them since I went on tour with the boys.
"Thank you so much" I said as the kind old lady at the till handed me my change and flowers. I excited the flower shop and made my way to the cemetery. I hated going to there, seeing all the headstones and knowing that all of these people where no longer living. I entered into the tall black gates and slowly walked thought, examining each and every head stone. Some looked thousands of years old, some looked recent. It was horrible knowing that people die, losing someone you love is so hard. But the scariest thing,knowing that one day, you yourself will be in here, laying six feet under at some point.
I slowly made my way to where they were buried. At the age of nine I thought it would be a good idea if they where buried on top of each other. I placed the flowers onto their grave and crouched down beside it. I read the headstone
In loving memory of Dianne Joan's
A loving Daughter
Sister
And Mother.
1968-2002
Underneath it read
In loving memory of Michael Joan's
A loving Son
Brother
And Father
1967-2002
Every time I read the last sentence of each it broke me. I sat and spoke to the ground of where they layed. I told them everything that had happened with Ben, the bet between them, how I ended up in hospital and that Jessica was pregnant. Even though I couldn't see them, it felt like they were listening.
"Hey!" I turned my head to see Jessica walking up to me.
"What are you doing here?" I asked
"What am I doing here? Annabelle you have been out for two hours" I hadn't even realised! She came and sat beside me and said some things. To her,my parents where like her second parents, so she was very upset when they passed. She grabbed my arm and helped me stand up.
"Come on, let's go get some chips" we hooked arms and started to walk off.
I really don't want to say this but....there will only be a couple of chapters left after this one, when I say couple I mean like 3 or 4 and then the story will be finished. Anyway, enjoy :)<3
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