Self Destruction Is Such A Pretty Little Thing

Chapter 33

(Skipping to Jessica and Annabelle's last day with the boys on tour)

The cheating incident was over and done with, although it took some time for Jessica to forgive him. In the end she did, she said it was mostly for my sake, either way I was glad. We had all grown the family like bond again. Jessica's bump had started to show a little and hey I got into my first fight kinda thing. We ran into Anne and Jessica had ago at her. This caused a big argument to break out and Anne went to hit Jessica, so I stepped in. It wasn't that much of a big deal though, so I won't go into it.

It was our last day on your with the boys and I was going to miss them so much, even though we would see them in three weeks time. Sam had decided that we all just spent this day together, no arguments, no fights , no drama. To be completely honest, that's what the tour was mostly made up of, but who cares we made memories, memories that would be with us always.

"Damn, I can't believe you girls are leaving" James said, sounding as gutted as ever. I had gotten pretty close James on this tour. We had spoken more than we had ever had.

"I know it's a shame, but we will see you in three weeks. Which isn't long at all" I added, trying to brighten the mood up.

"So what's the plan for today then Sam?" Jessica asked, snuggled up to Danny. They were going to make such a cute little family.

"Well it's a nice day, so we could go to the beach, I could bring the grill he some hot dogs and burgers cooking and then later we go out for a meal" he suggested.

"That's sounds like a perfect last day" Ben admitted. Since he had 'cheated', me and Ben had become more closer than ever and ever day my love for Ben grew, as his love did for me.

"This is going to be a fucking blast" Cameron added, taking a sip of beer.

"Well what the fuck are we all sat here for, girls get into your bikinis and its lets get our swimming shorts on, there's a beach down the road calling our name.

Me and Jessica were getting changed in the bathroom. I had decided to wear my black bikini and Jessica decide to wear a pink one with white patterns. The boys all just dressed in black swim shorts.

Sam and James were playing fighting all the way to the beach, me and Ben walked hand in hand beside Jessica and Danny who were also hand in hand. Cameron was stood next to Danny.

The boys rushed straight into the water whilst me and Jessica decided to sunbathe.

"So how does it feel knowing that your bump is showing?" I asked her

"It feels great, I actually feel like a mother now that you can see a tiny bump"

"I can already tell that you are going to spoil this baby rotten!"

"Duh" we both sat here and laughed. Suddenly, I felt arms around my waist and I was being lifted off of the ground.

"PUT ME DOWN!" I screamed and started hitting the persons hands

"Nah I'm good."Ben!. He stared to walk over to the sea and I knew what was coming. As soon as we were there I was thrown into the water. I tried swimming back to the top of the water but I was stopped by Ben. I wrapped my legs around his waist and Lent forward slightly. I closed the gap between us. This kiss gave me butterflies and I had no idea why. I truly did love Ben.

Sam had got the cooking going and the other boys were having a friendly game of volleyball. It was Danny and Ben vs James and Cameron. James and Cameron had an advantage because Cameron was a lanky bastard, but it was still fun to watch. Me and Jessica decided it would be best for us to help Sam with the cooking.

"Foods ready come and get it!" Jessica screamed. The boys rushed over to us, Ben wrapped his left arm around my waist and ate his hotdog with his right hand. This day had truly been amazing. We ended up having a 3 on 3 game of volleyball. I joined Ben and Danny's team and Sam joined Cam and James', Jessica was the ref. I was pretty good at volley ball do it is safe to say that our team kicked the others asses.

We all sat on a hill on the beach watching the sun go down. We talked and talked and talked.

"What do you think the future holds for all of us?" James asked, changing the conversation.

"Well obviously me and Jessica are going to be a family" Danny said

"I hope that me and Belle are married and have a child" Ben spoke

" I want to still be doing something with music, get married and start a family" Sam admitted.

"I think we all want the same thing" James said whilst laughing.

"What about you Cameron?" I asked.

"I hope that we are all still friends, and that we are healthy and happy with life" he said with a proud smile formed on his face.

"Soppy fucker!" Jessica butted in, causing all of us too burst out laughing.

"I wanna remember this moment" I admitted. The others mumbled in agreement. Jessica gasped.

"And I know how we can!" With that said she picked her camera and ran of to a couple. We saw her speaking to them and not long after she returned with the couple. She regained her spot next to Danny and the man held up the camera.

"Say cheese!" He said, we all said cheese and posed. The flash went of and the picture was took. The man handed the camera back go Jessica and we all said thank you.

------skipping to the meal------
"To us, for getting through all of the drama and chaos that this tour has brang us, this has proven that we can have as many problems, bumps in the road and obstacles to get round, and we will still over come them. Just think that Jessica and Annabelle were once just fans, but are now a big part of us. I'm so grateful to have friends such as you guys!" We all clapped and clinked our glasses together.

We all chipped in to pay for the meal as we didn't want to let one person spend all their money on six people. The meal was amazing but time was going ever so quick. In an hour me and Jessica would be in our way back to London. Lucky enough for us, the restaurant was right next to the airport so we didn't have to leave yet, we had brought our suitcases along with us and everything else we was taking back.

"Thank oh for flying both of us out, we have had a really good time and boys we can not wait to see you again in three weeks." Jessica said.

It was time to leave America and go back to the U.K. I really didn't want to leave, I hugged all of the boys and we all said our goodbyes.

"I'm gonna miss you so much" I said, tears welling up in my eyes.

"I'm gonna miss you so much to" he pulled me in for one last kiss and hugged me tightly. Our flight was called and it was time to board the plane.

"Group hug?" Sam suggested and we all went for it. It was the longest group hug we had all ever shared. All of the boys said goodbye as me and Jessica made our way to the gate. We turned around and gave one last quick wave, before handing the lady our tickets and boarding the plane.

We slowly made our way over to our seats, placed our luggage above us and buckled up. Soon after, then plane took of. Takin us back to our home town.

I personally love this chapter and I have no idea why. Anyway I hope you enjoyed it :)<3