Self Destruction Is Such A Pretty Little Thing

Chapter 25

The next morning I got up at 8 o'clock, which is really early for me, and started packing. Tomorrow I get to see Ben once again and hopefully I won't feel as sad and maybe...just maybe I will feel less depressed. If I'm completly honest I think I packed the whole of my waredrob, but I was going to be away for a month.
I didn't pack my makeup or hair straightners because I would need them for tomorrow morning.

Once that was done, I made my way downstairs to see Jessica ripping open a letter. She reached in and pulled out two plane tickets.

"Danny here I come!" She said dramatically whilst staring wide eyed at the tickets. Damn, she must really really miss Danny. I was so glad that they had both been able to sort things out because they did make quite a cute couple. I wonder if people thought the same about me and Ben. I have never been this happy in a relationship, I was shocked that he wasn't acting like his old self. From all the stories we had heard on tour where they would fuck groupies ect.

"I can't wait to see the boys! especially Ben!" I squealed. I really did miss him.

"Ok so, we are going shopping today and Im going to try and ask if I can start my job when I come back!"

"Do we have to go shopping, we have been every bloody weekend and I'm pretty sure you are going to drag me shopping when we are in America to!" I said, you could hear the annoyance in my voice.

"Yes we have to go!" I just rolled my eyes.

-----------Ben's P.O.V-----------

I was so glad that Annabelle and Jessica had agreed to come, mostly happy about Annabelle. Maybe then my stress would go from missing her so much, but when she had to leave I knew that would also be hard. God you can not win!

We had just finished a signing and Surprise Surprise the Anne girl was there. I swear she's stalking me, or was it just my imagination. Nah! She was deffinatly stalking me. But why?

"So we have about five hours before the show, what have we got planned?" Cameron asked, taking a swig of his beer.

"I have no idea!" Sam replied

"Me and Ben have an interview and you three, I have no idea!" Danny said.

"Interview?" I asked

"Yeah, probably something to do with the new album that has not yet been written"Danny answered with a smirk. What an asshole!.

----------Jessica's P.O.V-------

I had sent Annabelle off to go by herself something to eat, I had noticed that she hadn't been eating alot since Ben left. Well actually,she hadn't been eating alot before she even met Ben. I was worried about her, but right now I didn't want to show it. She was walking, she was breathing. I guess she's fine, I'm just probably feeling paranoid.

I turned to my left and saw Annabelle come into sight holding a milkshake and that was it.

"A milkshake. Really?" I asked her

"Yeah" She simply replied

"I said something to eat."

"Your not my mum and I'm not hungry" She stared at me blankly, there was no expression on her face what so ever. She bowed her head and took a sip of her milkshake, I just looked at her with my left eyebrow raised.

-------Ben's P.O.V--------

"Thank you so much Danny and Ben" The interviewer said whilst shaking our hands. I must admit she was hot and yes I did flirt with her, but only a little. I'm proud if im honest, normally I would be all over hot women.

"Thank you for having us!" Danny replied. After we walked off and stared to make our way back to the tour bus.

"OH MY GOD IT'S DANNY AND BEN!" high pitched squeals of tgirls filled our ears. We turned to see a group of 5  girls making their way towards us.

"Can we have a picture with you please?" One asked, me and Danny nodded and began taking pictures with the five girls.

"Hey Ben" I turned to one of the girls and saw it was that Anne girl. Fucking Hell!

"Hey" I said politly. She handed her camera to her friend and I put my arm around her shoulder. I took a quick glance over at Danny and he was staring at the Anne girl in amazement.

"Three!" I quickly turned my head back to the direction of the Camera and smiled.

"Thank you so much!" one of them squealed. We told them that we had to go and then  carried on making our way to the tour bus.

"Dude!" Danny said out of the blue. I knew what he was going to talk about.

"I know"

"She looked just like"

"I know!"

"Oh wow!"

"I have see her at every single show and signing we have done. It's starting to bug me"

"Oh well, atleast you get to see the real thing tomorrow!" I just smiled.

"Yeah I guess!"

------Annabelle's P.O.V------

I was in the bathroom brushing my teeth. After I spat out the toothpaste I looked in the mirror and studied my face. Thought swam through my head. Why is Ben with me? Am I really as ugly as I thought I was? What if Ben has found someone else and has invited me to America to tell me in person? By this point I was really worried about seeing Ben tomorrow. I just shrugged it off and made my way into my bedroom.

I climbed into bed and took my phone off of the little desk I had beside my bed .

1 new message

I tapped on the message and saw it was from Ben.

Ben~I can't wait to see you tomorrow beautiful, sleep well I love you

The text made my heart melt, I decided to text him back.

Annabelle~I can't wait to see you either, I love you too.

I didn't wait for a reply, I turned of my phone and placed it on the little desk. I snuggled into my covers and tried so hard to sleep, but the thoughts would not go.

Hope you enjoyed chapter 25 :)<3