Self Destruction Is Such A Pretty Little Thing

Chapter 39

We entered the club and the sound of loud music filled our ears. The atmosphere was crazy, and the scene was....something I wasn't use to. There was people 'grinding' on each other and I'm pretty sure I saw two people having sex in a corner,it was disgusting. I could even see the Jessica felt disgusted walking into this club by the look on her face, the boys how ever didn't really seem to give a damn. We walked over to an empty booth and sat there.

"So, what do you think?" Danny asked

"It's a bit..how can I say" I had no idea how to answer

"Slutty" Jessica finished. Thank god, I didn't feel like saying anything. All of the boys glared at Jessica. "What am I not allowed to say my opinion?" She asked in shock

"Obviously not" I told her, the boys then turning and glaring at me. To see Ben glare at me like that hurt, I didn't show I was hurt by it though. I didn't want any arguments tonight.

"I'm going to go get some drinks" Danny said and then walked off.

"So why do you think it's 'slutty' " James asked Jessica

"Have you seem it?" She said whilst motioning to the people on the dance floor.

"Well if Ben wasn't with Annabelle he would be all over them, especially the blondes in the corner" James explained. I looked down and didn't say a word. I felt a tear from in my eye. I felt a hand on my wrist and looked up to see Jessica. She pulled me up and we began walking into the direction of the toilets.

"Where are you two going?" Cameron asked.

"Bathroom" Jessica shouted.

-----Ben's P.O.V------
"What the fuck James?" I asked in rage. How could he say that I front of her. Although it was the truth didn't mean it needed to be said.

"What?" He asked sounding Surprised. Fucking idiot

"You didn't have to say that infront oh her!"

"She didn't seemed bothered by it"

"Why do you think she put her head down and Jessica took her to the bathroom you fucking twat!"

"Oh!" Was all he said and started a conversation with Sam. Danny arrived back with the drinks.

"Where's the girls?" He asked, scanning the booth

"Bathroom," Cameron said, taking a sip of his drink.

"Isn't it weird, hey both need to go toilet at the same time" he said.

"They didn't go to go toilet" I told him

"Why did they go then?"

"James and Jessica where talking about why she thought it was slutty and then he said oh Ben would be all over the girls, especially the blondes on the corner" I told him. He shot James a 'what the fuck' look and then turned back to me.

"Just ignore him Ben!" She shouted over the music.

"But it's bothered Annabelle" I said

"Just let Jessica sort Annabelle out and when they come back no one mentions what James said" Danny shouted he last bit so the others could hear. We all nodded on agreement and started drinking.

--------Annabelle's P.O.V--------
We walked back over to the booth and got back into our seats. Ben put his arm around me and pushed my drink towards me. Danny was already drunk by the looks of it. Jesus, how long were we gone for? The others were t even drunk, they where still in their first drink.

"Are you ok?" Ben asked me. I put down my drink and nodded. He lent in a gave me a small kiss. I smiled and leaned into him more.

"Annabelle can I speak to you outside please" James asked. I hesitated for a second but stood up and followed him outside. He lit a cigarette and offered me one but I refused.

"Look I'm really sorry for what I said, I didn't think it would bother you as much. If anything I thought you would be proud because he was with you and wasn't all over them" he explained.

"James it's fine honestly. I'm not that bothered anymore, it just really hurt me and to be honest I have no idea why, I guess I was just a little jealous that's all"

"Do I get a hug?" He asked with a smile and I gave him one. This was the first time I had hugged James and it was nice. I had now hugged all of the boys but I still preferred Ben's. He finished his cigarette and we headed back inside.

"Everything ok now, even bought we told him not to mention it" Ben said

"Yeah everything is ok"

--------a few hours later -------
Danny was still a little drunk but the rest of the boys where sober, shockingly enough. We had decided that we didn't want to be out anymore and that we had all wanted to go back home and get some sleep. I was happy because,I get getting started at by other people and girls whispering something into their friends ear every time they looked at me.

We all stepped out of the club doors and made our way down the street. Danny had parked the car further up because there was no parking space near to the club. It was really chilly, I noticed that Danny had given Jessica he jacket, which I thought was adorable. Jessica had really fallen for Danny hard and Danny had really fallen for Jessica. As we walked I started day dreaming about what could happen in the future. I pictured a little family and Ben as my husband, because I was daydreaming I didn't notice a crack in the pavement. I tripped over it, Jessica was infront of me which was really unlucky. I had tripped so hard that I had knocked into her and she fell face first onto the floor

Everyone stopped walking and bent down to check on Jessica, who was screaming in pain, holding her stomach. I stood there in shock and guilt. What had I just done, I shouldn't have been daydreaming. This is all my fault, if she loses the baby it will all be my fault. Heck the baby was probably already dead, and it was my fault.

"Jessica are you ok?" I asked in concern. She didn't reply, only screams erupted from her mouth. Sam stood up and called for an ambulance. My breathing became heavy, I couldn't believe what had just happens. Then Danny got into my face.

"WHY CANT YOU FUCKING WATCH WHERE YOU ARE GOING AND FOR ONCE STOP DAYDREAMING. IF OUR BABY IS DEAD I AM NEVER GOING TO FORGIVE YOU ANNABELLE JOANS NEVER! AND IM PRETTY SURE JESSICA WOULDN'T EITHER. THIS IS ALL OF YOUR FAULT" he screamed at me and then went back go Jessica's side, trying to calm her down. Ben and James starred at me from Jessica's other side. I covered my mouth with my hand and ran, that's all I could think of doing.

I ran and ran and ran until I got back to mine and Jessica's apartment. I had the key so I opened the door and ran upstairs.

Ok guys so I only have one more chapter to do and that will be the end. I hope you liked this chapter, I decided to make it interesting and full of drama. :)<3