Self Destruction Is Such A Pretty Little Thing

Chapter 21

---the day before the boys leave on tour-----
I was helping Ben pack his suitcase, tomorrow they go on tour....IN AMERICA! That's ages away, I don't know how I will do it without Ben he was everything to me and Cameron he was like my big brother and the other boys hey were my new best friends. It's all so hard to take in. Spending 2 months with them and now they have to leave for 4 months. How are me and Jessica gonna do it?? I guess the only good thing about them going back to America is that James, Sam and Cameron get to see their girlfriends.

"Do you mind if I take this?" He asked, I placed the top I was folding into the suitcase and turned to him and saw him holding my Asking Alexandria t-shirt.

"Why do you wanna take that?" I asked laughing, and then continued to fold his clothes and place them into the suitcase. Once I had finished I zipped up the suitcase and placed it under the bed.

"Because it smells of you and reminds me of you. So when I get lonely I can just cuddle up to it" he said whilst walking over to me. Once he was standing behind me he wrapped his arms around my wait and placed his lips to my ear. "Even thought I would rather cuddle up to you instead" he whispered. I stopped and turned to him. I closed the gap between us. Damn I was going to miss his kisses when he was gone. I pulled back and hugged him.

"Fine, but I have to keep something of yours!" I demanded. He just smirked and then stepped back. I looked at him confused but then he began to lift his top. He pulled the material over his head and handing it to me. I snatched it out of his hand and pulled it close to my chest. He glared at me, before coming over to me and picking me up. I wrapped my legs tightly around his waist as he kissed me. He took a step forward, causing both of us to fall back onto the bed. Ben began to tug on my shorts so I pushed him off of me and stood up.

"Maybe later love" I said with a wink and made my way downstairs.

"Fucking tease!" He shouted, I couldn't help but laugh.

Jessica had came up with a good idea for us all to go out to a restaurant and have a meal together since we have never had one. It would be best for all of us as it's our last night together for 4 months. I just know that when the boys were gone, me and Jessica where going to move back into our apartment. James had booked us a table at the restaurant, me and Jessica offered to pay for all of the food but the boys refused, so we decided that we will all chip in and pay for the bill.

Before we went, me and Jessica went out shopping to pick out some outfits to wear for tonight, we wanted to look good for Danny and Ben and we also knew that we were both getting somewhere tonight.

"So how are things with you and Danny?" I asked Jessica. We where walking through the main shopping centre, holding a Starbucks in our hand. It had been ages since we had a time like this to ourselves, and it was amazing.

"We are good, I honestly I'm happy with Danny then I have ever been with any of my ex's"

"Aww I'm so happy for you!" I did notice that her and Danny were getting on so well. They were totally over over the whole 'bet' thing, and I was happy for them. Jessica grabbed my hand and dragged me into a shop and rushed us straight over to the bra and pants area. Surprise surprise.

---3 hours later-----
We slowly made our way back to the house, Jesus I have never spent so long shopping ur I have to admit it was very fun. Me and Jessica really needed more days like this, maybe we could do it when the boys were in America. All together I think we had the total of 20 bags. We brought our stuff for tonight and then just some clothes that we really needed.

When we entered the house we saw the boys where ready, so we rushed upstairs and and made our way into mine and Ben's bedroom.

"Oh wait hang on!" She said and ran out. She returned seconds after with her makeup and hair straighteners. As she stared doing her makeup, I got to work on my hair, making sure every strand of hair was straight. Once that was done I changed into my blue dress and then stared to tease my hair slightly at the top. As I got to work on my makeup, Jessica was changing into her dress and stared working on her hair.

About 15 minutes later we had finished, we checked each other, making sure our hair was ok and that there was no makeup on our teeth, the usual. We slipped on our shoes and made our way downstairs.

----at the restaurant------

"That will be all thank you!" Sam said to the waiter as he told him my order.

"This is nice!" Cameron said. He was right, it felt right here with my five best friends and my boyfriend. I still couldn't get over the fact that he was my idol. I guess dreams really do come true.

Our food finally came but before everyone could start eating, Danny stood up and raised his glass full of wine. Everyone else followed suit.

"Right, we have only known you girls for two months, but these last two months have been amazing. Ben I could say found the love of his life as he tells me and me..well I met a beautiful girl named Jessica. But most of all, we made two new best friends who will be in our life for god knows how long. For the past two months we have had arguments and drama. But I'm moving on from that and looking forward to the future. Which hopefully you girls will be apart of...and when we go to America, don't cry, we are only a phone call and a Skype a away. So to all of us!" Danny was being so cheesy right now.

"To all of us!" The rest of us said before clinking our glasses together and eating. The dinner was amazing. Laughing and just speaking about the stuff that has happened in he space of two years. Making sure we avoided the bet and the incident with me. All in all it was a good..no it was am amazing night.

When we finally got back from the lovely lunch it was 10pm and the boys had to get to bed early. But Ben and Danny had other plans. Ben led me up to our room. Just knowing this will be the last night I will spend with him for 4 months is actually killing me. When we entered our bedroom, he closed the door behind and stripped out of his clothes. I'm going to make sure that Ben would miss me.

I am really hoping to get the story finished soon, and thanks to Sociallyretardedkiwi and TheBritishBandFan I have decided to continue writing this story until it has finished :)<3