Self Destruction Is Such A Pretty Little Thing

Chapter 15

----Annabelle's P.O.V-------

I was scared, I didn't want to be alone in a hospital. Its one of my biggest fears. I didnt't think I would end up doing this much harm to myself, I was shocked. Suddenly the door opened, Jessica and Ben's head popped around the door. They both smiled when they seen me and I gave a small smile back. They walked over to my bed.

"How are you feeling?" Ben asked

"Ok a little, I still feel abit dizzy though" He sighed and took ahold of my hand.

"Annabelle you scared us so much!" Jessica said from the other side of me, giving me a hug.

"I'm sorry" I felt guilty, I never intended for this to happen, just a few cuts but not this. " How did I get here anyway?" Ben and Jessica just looked at each other and then Jessica looked at the ground.

"Jessica found you!" Ben answered. "She treid calling you whilst we was out and when you didn't answer she knew something was wrong, so she made Danny drive back to the house. And she didn't even wait till we had pulled up to see if you was ok.She jumped out of the car straight away!" I looked at Jessica to see tears falling from her eyes. I knew she cared but I didn't think she cared that much.

"Jessica I'm so sorry!" Seeing her cry made me cry. She just told me to shut up and hugged me again, this time I hugged back. Ignoring any kind of pain. My best friend pratically saved my life.

"Right Annabelle, I'm going to get something to eat and I'm getting you something. While I'm gone someone else can visit you ok" Jessica said and walked out the door before I could say anything, leaving me and Ben on our own.

-----Ben's P.O.V-------

"Soo I'm guessing you know abo..." She started to say but I interupted her.

"Yeah I know and I understand why you do it but Annabelle you have to try and stop..please for Jessica...For me?" She smiled and nodded. I leaned forward and pressed my lips to hers. They were cold, freezing even. I pulled back and just hugged her. It seems like I have known this girl forever and I didn't wanna lose her. This girl seem's to be changing me..but in a good way. We pulled away from the hug when we heard someone clear their throat.

------Cameron's P.O.V-------

Jessica came out and said one of us could go in. I stood up before Sam, James and Danny. I made my way to the room and stepped into the room. I saw her and Ben hugging which was cute. But I did want to see if she was ok so I cleared my throat, causing them to pull away.

"I'm going to let someone else see you ok love?" Ben told her, she nodded and he walked out of the room. I went over to her.

"Hey Cam"

"What are we going to do with you Annabelle, you gave us quite the fright" I said whilst giving her a hug.

"I'm sorry" She said, she looked so guilty, but it wasn't her fault, she didn't know it was going to happen.

"It's fine honestly..Y'know Annabelle, if you ever need someone to talk to, anyone at all. I'm here ok? You have my number so when you want to talk call me ok!"

"Ok Cameron, Thank you!"

"No worries" I simply smiled.

------------Annabelle's P.O.V---------

The rest of the boys came and visited me, they all seemed to care. It was sweet but I constantly felt guilty for what I had done. I ruined their day out! Jessica and Ben where back in my room.

"You're going to be ok Belle, just remember that we love you ok!" Jessica said

"I love you too, all of you" I hugged both of them and the doctor came in,

"Annabelle, we are going to have to keep you in over night. But by the looks of things you should be out tomorrow morning"

"Can someone stay with me?" I asked, to hell was I staying on my own in a hospital.

"Of course, but one person only though"

"I'll stay!" Ben said. Jessica seemed to be ok with it. She gave me a hugged, said goodbye and walked out the door. It was now 9pm and me and Ben had been had been talking alot, But i was tired. I yawned and Ben laughed.

"Come on sleepy head, get some sleep!" I hesitated at first but then I layed back down. "I'll be here when you wake.I promise" He gave me a quick kiss, pulled out his phone and sat on the chair.

"Ben.."

"Yeah?" He asked and looked up at me

"I love you!" I didn't care if it was too soon to say it but it was the truth. He seemed shocked at first but then smiled.

"I love you too Annabelle" I smiled and closed my eyes. Letting sleep take over me.

My hands actually hurt from typing but yay chapter 15!:)<3