Self Destruction Is Such A Pretty Little Thing

Chapter 28

--------Ben's P.O.V-------

I opened my eyes and saw the back of Annabelle's head, I was so happy to have her back in my arms. She was lightly snoring, which I thought was adorable. I didn't want to wake her so I just layed there. I pulled the curtain back with my left arm and turned my head to stare at the clock. 5am, what the hell was I doing awake?! I was still tired so I thought that I may as well and try and get back to sleep.

I closed the curtain and turned my back to it, as ik did Annabelle turned her boys to face me, still sleeping. I wrapped my arm around her and pulled her closer to me. I gave her a light kiss on the forehead and closed my eyes. It took about five minutes for me to fall back to sleep.

------Annabelle's P.O.V-------
My eyes fluttered open and in my sight was a sleeping Ben Bruce. Just waking up to his face made my heart race. I had truly found someone I loved as equally as I loved Jessica, and that was very rare. I closed the gap between us and place a small tender kiss on his lips . Once I pulled back I met his eyes.

"Ben, I didn't mean to wake you!" I said with sorrow in my voice

"It's fine honestly, I don't care that you have woken me" he said with a smile. I gladly returned the smile and snuggled closer to him, if that was even possible.

"Is anyone awake?" I asked. He pulled back the curtain and checked the clock.

"Noo it's only seven" he said whilst pulling the curtain shut.

"So what are we suppose to do?"

"I have an idea" he said whilst pulling my bed shorts down.

-----James's P.O.V-------

I had been lying awake since 8 and I was getting pretty bored, so I decided to go make some breakfast for myself. As I made my way to the kitchen area, Jessica ran past me and headed for the bathroom. I just shrugged and went back to what I was doing.

Jessica emerged from the bathroom, wiping her mouth in the process.

"You ok Jess?" I asked

"Yeah, I guess I've just got a stomach bug"

"Have you beef sick?" She just nodded her head before taking a seat across from me "but you was fine last night?"

"I know I was, but I was also sick yesterday morning as well" she explained

"Someone's having a baby!" I joked, she laughed and told me to shut up. Annabelle and Ben made their way towards us, Ben took a seat next to me and Annabelle took a seat next to Jessica. I decided to be a dick to them.

"And I heard you two going off at it this morning!" I said proudly, grinning widely at both of them. Annabelle looked down and blushed, Ben just simply punched me in the arm.

"You ok?" Annabelle asked Jessica

"yeah, I've been sick again" Jessica told Annabelle.

"Do you want us to phone for a doctor?" Ben asked

"No I don't think she needs a doctor Ben" Annabelle replied.

"so what have we got planned today?" Jessica asked trying to change the subject.

"Well today we have to do a quick meet and greet and then we are free" I said.

"So you don't have to do a concert today?" Jessica asked. I simply shook my head.

------Annabelle's P.O.V----------
Me, James, Ben and Jessica were in a deep conversation until Cameron came in and placed a laptop onto the table. He bent down and read what was on the screen.

"Female fans of the band Asking Alexandria, prepare to have your heart broken and guitarist Ben Bruce has found himself a girlfriend, Annabelle Joans. The two were caught smooching backstage at the concert yesterday. So sorry ladies but it looks like Ben is no longer available" he read whilst turning the screen so we could see. Above the text there was a picture of me and Ben kissing at last nights concert.

"Ok one question, how the hell do they know my name?" I asked with concern.

"Someone has obviously told them!" Jessica said.

"Yeah but that's not all, you should see what the fans have said about it on twitter!" Cam said with concern. Ben pulled out his phone, as did Jessica and they read thought the tweets. I leant over to Jessica's phone and read the comments.
Some where nice

Aww they look adorable together

She is soo pretty

She is so lucky, at least Ben looks happy

They were nice, but there was more negative comments and they really got to me.

Ew, she makes a sloth look pretty

Why is Ben withs her, have you seen her?

Why does she look like a twig?

No offence Ben but she's ugly, you can do so much better.

I didn't want to read anymore. I sat back and felt tears form in my eyes. Cameron handed me a tissue and Ben came beside me.

"Annabelle listen to me!" I turned to stare at him. "None of them negative comments are true, they are just jealous of you ok?" I nodded showing that I understood what he was saying, but I didn't believe him at all. I believed the negativity I was getting from their fans. Why? Because I was use to getting called similar things.

-------later on in the day-------
The boys had finished their meet and greet. Whilst they were busy with that, me and Jessica had gone to the closest pharmacy and brought a pregnancy test. I had convinced her to get one because it seemed odd that she had been sick for two morning but claimed to be well.

We told the boys to go out without us as me and Jessica wanted to speak about something in private. They agreed to it and me and Jessica went back to the tour buss. Once inside, we both made our way towards the bathroom.

"Come in with me!" Jessica said, before I had a chance to reply she pulled me into the bathroom and shut the door behind us. I sat on the floor whilst she was busy. Once she had finished she placed the test on the side.

"What do you think is going to happen?" She asked

"I don't know, just know that whatever happens I am going to be here and support you no matter what!" I assured her.

"You promise?"

"I promise" I stood up and gave her a hug which she returned.

After what seemed like hours of waiting a beeping sound came from the test, it was done. We both quickly stood up and I grabbed ahold of her hand.

"Will you look first?" She asked me

"Of course" I grabbed the test off of the side and took a look. I squeezed her hand and smiled. I looked at her, her eyes were closed. I shook her and she turned to look at me. I showed her the test and tears fell down her face.

"Happy tears or sad tears"

"To be honest...happy tears" she just gave me another hug.

------3 hours later------
Me and Jessica was sat watching interviews on her laptop. We were in the middle of watching an interview with black veil brides, when the boys walked in, laughing about some sort of joke they had going on. I looked at Jessica and we both stood up.

"Danny" Jessica started to say but Danny wasn't listening. She called his name five times, but he didn't reply. The boys were too loud.

"HEY!" I screamed, causing all of the boys to turn and look in our direction. There was an awkward silence before I nudge Jessica. She looked at me and grabbed ahold of my hand.

"Danny..."

"Yes Jessica?" She looked at me and I nodded. She let go of my hand and stood In front of him.

"Danny I'm pregnant"

I thought that I would leave you with a cliffhanger, hope you liked this chapter :)<3