Don't Be Afraid

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Laura's pov:

"Jack. We've only known each other for what- three days?" I didn't even notice because so much has happened and it felt like we have known each other forever.

"Laura," Jack had moved his face away from mine, "three days with you feels like three years. Three wonderful years full of love, laughter and food. We just have that connection that no one can break up." He brushed my damp hair behind my ear and leaned closer to me. "Wanna go get some burgers?" He had the biggest smile and I pulled him right to me and kissed him.

"Maybe a bit later." I smiled and kissed him again, as he bit my lower lip.

Jack had taken off his pants and got on top of me, doing exactly what he did to me the first time he kissed me. He had my hands behind my head and held them there as he kissed my neck. I felt so good and relaxed but kind of afraid. What if it's not his first time, and he thinks that I'm not a virgin. I tried to calm down but I had to shake my hands when he looked up at me.

"Don't be afraid. I'll be gentle." I let out a deep breath, calming down, as he kissed the tip of my nose. He continued and I closed my eyes feeling his lips get lower on my body after every kiss and he slowly caressed my arms with his soft hands.

"Oh my god- Jack." He held my hand and kept going. "Oh fuck- Jack." I bit my lip to keep quiet so the guys wouldn't hear us especially because Shawn's room was right beside ours.

That was when I lost my virginity to Jack Gilinsky. He was gentle and went slowly, knowing that it was my first time but I didn't know that it was his first time too.

"Laura, you are officially mine and I am officially yours." Jack climbed back on top of me and kissed my forehead then my lips. "Are we gonna tell Shawn?" He asked with a 'look' and my eyes burst open.

"Hell no. Maybe after the third time, or fourth. I wouldn't be able to take his reaction."

"I agree and are you saying you wanna go again." A big grin appeared on his face.

"Burgers first?" Jack put his hand over my head and leaned close to my face, nose to nose. "Room service?" I put my arms around his neck, and played with his hair.

"Let's go out with the guys so we can get out of paradise for a couple hours. We haven't spent any time with them on this trip so far. Also, we're in LA, let's all go somewhere- like a movie or the beach." 

"Good idea, lets go get the guys." I let go of his neck then Jack pulled me up to the edge of the bed and looked into my eyes. 

"What's wrong." He shook his head, like he was imagining something. "You're just so beautiful." He kept looking into them when he blinked a couple of times and pulled me up onto my feet, grabbing my waist.

"I fucking love you." He said with such a serious face. Eyes interlocked with mine, I put my arms around him and he rested his head on mine.

"Should we go, it's four o'clock. We can go see the sunset after burgers." I looked up at him and he nodded, letting go of me even though I knew that he didn't want to.

"I'll put some shorts on and go ask." He put on his boxers then the pair of shorts that he was wearing earlier. "I'll be right back." Then closed the door.

I sat on the bed just processing the past few hours. I felt tears drip down my face and smiled. "It happened, I cant believe it actually happened." I was so happy that my first was Jack and hopefully he was my only. I let out a big breath and I couldn't stop smiling.

"Shit I need to get dressed." I jumped off the bed and grabbed some panties out of my suitcase, along with a black waist-high skirt my maroon crop top and my pretty nude bra.

Gilinsky's pov:

"I'll be right back." and I closed the door with a big smile on my face still holding onto the door handle. Laura was my first, and holy shit was I happy. I walked next door and knocked on Shawn's door and Johnson opened it.

"I see your beauty mask is gone." He let out a laugh, 

"I was eating too much of it. My face is really soft though, wanna feel?" He leaned closer.

"Wow it is. Oh," I took my hand away from his irresistibly smooth face, "I came to ask if all the guys wanted to go get burgers then go to the beach after."

"Yeah, that's a great idea. Come in for a second." I walked in to be greeted by Aaron, Shawn and Nash.

"Jack wanted all of us to go for burgers." Johnson announced.

"Hell yeah, we need to get out of this hotel." Nash jumped up and ran back to his room to come back not even two minutes later with all the other guys.

"Let's go get burgers!" Nash yelled out, and everyone went out into the hall where Laura was standing outside of our room holding one of my tank tops.

"I don't want you half naked outside." She let out a small laugh and gave me my shirt.

"I don't either, thank you." I gave her a hug and put it on.

"Come on Laura, we're getting burgers." Matthew had walked over to us, "I'll pay for you." He held out his wallet.

"No, that's okay. Shawn will pay for me." Then Shawn turned around, "What?" She smiled and ran towards Shawn, jumping into his arms.

"To the burgers." She yelled as she pointed towards the elevator and Shawn put his arm around her shoulder. Matt didn't look too happy but followed them anyways.

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