The hardest part, is to keep it up and keep on writing.
Thursday 20th August,
The harder is to ive a life sylt that is not leaved by everybody. Whatsoever. That is the hardest part.
J'ai encore tellement de chose à régler mais je ne capitulerai pas. Le jour où le mode autopilote sera activé, je pourrais enfin croiser les bras. Et faire un peu plus partie du présent.
I got so many thing to deal with but I won't surrender.
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Saturday 22th August,
First thing, first I am eating my potatoes. So I am currently distracted. I got an ice tea. I wanted a minute maid. But they was out of it. So I got an ice tea. I took literally 2 sips. Now I am going to eat my mcflurry speculos mixed with strawberry. Just tried something new. Just tried. The flavour is alright not crazy. It is a light flavour. So the icecream doesn't feel heavy.
I just finished my last day at work. It was a super quick last day. Cute people really. (I bam getting disctrated by this ice cream, I am giving a 9/10. Now I need to pee.Just finished my icecream).
I really had a great time at the place where I was working it was a blessed day. The people working where I am working, their soul and energy, I am actually greatful for their presence in the team (off subject : I just forgot my friend birthday. she is turning 25, and my mind only dared to recall the number 28 instead of 18, what a shame, what a shame).
While I am keeping updated with my life update, Jorja Smith : by no means, is currently through my earphone.
I feel a bit emotional about some of the staff members I met in that place, I really appreciated their impact and their positive energy. I should have said a proper goodbye to each person that truly mattered to me over there. I know that my life purpose, my life choices, will not allow ourself to meet again so I should have kept contact with some now. God please may you blessed them all in Jesus name. Please Lord, heavenly father, whatever dreams, target each of them are currently carrying in their heart, Lord please may you have your way and your blessing upon them to reach their personal goals, in Jesus name. Lord I love how I can freely call out your name, to bring and share love and benevolence on the people I love.
(Oh my gosh I need to pee so I can't continue my story. Basically I am currently still at mcdonalds at 9:25pm, but there is no toilet, I feel trapped. Can I just be in a room where there is food and no body trying to speak to you when you going toward the toilets.)
You know I had much more to say, however since I am disctracted, with want I am holding within me, I need to get out of my superbe cocoon. Aaarf so annoyed. Getting to the free train. then reaching the tramway. Arrrf I can't be bothered. Sobing sobing sobing.
