Saturday,
This morning I woke up tired. This is not the greatest feeling in the world. I wonder what is to wake up full of energy. When I am in this mood I forget the feeling powerful mornings.
I feel like my body is a thing, I can less and less rely on lately.
Not reliable as my Aunt to create cohesion in our household.
Not reliable as my uncle to create cohesion in our household.
When I wake up in the morning I feel like an old senior with urine disorder or a pregnant women, one of the two. As soon as I stand up, I am comparable to a tea pot. The only difference is when I stand up the head of the teapot goes downward and I have no idea why. I can't hold my pee for more than 2 secondes, even if It is just a small amount of pee that I am holding.
I went to the doctor and they said that everything was fine in ly urine, even the uterus. So what next big needle ?
Anyways morning is almost gloomy as well, you can't tell Autumn is coming. School is starting next Wednesday, conservatory, sport classes, english literature. Everything start on Wednesday 2nd of September.
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Just finished my solo movie session. The movie was interesting. You could feel the Japanese culture through the sound level of it. Most of the movie is super calm. Completely different from the crazy loud noise. The sound was agreeable. I prefer putting my phone in my bag.
