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Thursday 3rd September 2020,
Any sort of good news ?
Yes . No. Maybe.
He is not talking to me anymore. He got tired of me neglecting messaging him (and basically any others friend).
And I moved from the interesting volunteer work place, where this seemed to be interested with who I am or who I may be.
#So there I am, at ground zero. Metaphorically.
#Guess what today, again just 3 days spent in September, and we have not spent any family moment, with either Aunt, Uncle and my cousins.
Let's say the Aunty is the spiritual leader, of the house. And the uncle the administrative, and education leader of the house. But who is the family driven leader of this beautiful family that I am witnessing. Sadly nobody.
Currently trying to not get bored with this repeating month : dynamic wise, in therms of family mood .
Health check : My back hurts. 5 years ago, I noticed something was starting to disfonction in my body, but because I am stubborn and did not have any budget to push any medical analyse I just kept with going, with life. I actually had the opportunity to do two analysis. But two more important analysis are left to do. And they are the most expensive to do. I am all mixed feeling facing this situation. Knowing that I just have two days off. Booking an appointment during a busy day off, and not finding anything, with no answer, feeling like you just throw your money out of the window. Or finding something and crying, telling yourself wish you never dig to know ?
Clearly mixed feelings.
If there is nothing found the only thing that would work is seeing a nutritionist.
Love: I told you about friend love. And not friend but colleague love earlier, you need to follow.
For a leaving : For now thank God my at first, volunteer work, is actually paying too. Because I really needed that budget, to move to an other chapter of my life, probably an other city. Then I need to try to convince what is left of my family, to spend some days together, as in together.
Then I need to go get the picture I wanted to print. I can get all I need for that where ? Good question. I could create a folder for that too not forgot ? I asked one of my cousins some pictures already the girl is taking forever to give me what ask two days ago. Fine I will just take some screenshot of her insta.
For my peaceful mind : What am I doing for my peaceful mind today ? Reading maybe before sleeping. I will probably write a letter for my 25 years old person.
For a good laugh : I don't laugh that often, I smile yes, but a good laugh. Less and less with time. I don't know. Am I getting to serious ? Or the world around me is less funny that is use to be ?
For a good sleep : It is the moment to zone out now.
ì will just watch a old serie and fall a sleep. My body is over it.
To not waste my time I should play this game : "you look at it, you buy it".
